The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[MysticPerception]

Non dairy cookies! I want you to have some to!

Some how I thought that's what you meant. Alright that's pretty easy to make actually. It's a good thing they make dairy free cookie dough these days.

 

[Jean4]

Some how I thought that's what you meant. Alright that's pretty easy to make actually. It's a good thing they make dairy free cookie dough these days.

Make some for your welcome back party tomorrow!!

 

[MysticPerception]

Make some for your welcome back party tomorrow!!

Not a bad idea maybe I'll actually do that tomorrow if I'm not working. If I am working I'll be too tired to do it after work but yeah I can do that.

 

[BlueWidow]

Christ I had enough of that in the ICU thanks. Those tubes going down your throat hurts.

It's been a long time, but that's the part I remember the most and hated the most about a lot of my ODs as a teenager. Being taken to the emergency room and having those tubes shoved up my nose so they could pump my stomach. The last time I went, I begged the nurse not to do that, and she was very kind to me, and instead they made me drink cup after cup of warm water really fast and I had to throw up in this little tray.
I absolutely hated getting those tubes shoved up my nose though and down into my stomach. It makes me shudder just thinking about the way it felt. Bleecchh!!!

 

[MysticPerception]

It's been a long time, but that's the part I remember the most and hated the most about a lot of my ODs as a teenager. Being taken to the emergency room and having those tubes shoved up my nose so they could pump my stomach. The last time I went, I begged the nurse not to do that, and she was very kind to me, and instead they made me drink cup after cup of warm water really fast and I had to throw up in this little tray.
I absolutely hated getting those tubes shoved up my nose though and down into my stomach. It makes me shudder just thinking about the way it felt. Bleecchh!!!

Well even worse than that was the IV that was in my throat. Made lying down a pain and when it was taken out it hurt more than anything I'd experienced in a long time. I swear she just yanked it out and it was multiple inches long.

 

[BlueWidow]

Well even worse than that was the IV that was in my throat. Made lying down a pain and when it was taken out it hurt more than anything I'd experienced in a long time. I swear she just yanked it out and it was multiple inches long.

They put an IV in your throat? Like a needle IV? Why? I've never heard of anything like that before. What was the purpose of that?

 

[MysticPerception]

They put an IV in your throat? Like a needle IV? Why? I've never heard of anything like that before. What was the purpose of that?

No idea seeing as I already had an IV in my wrist the whole time. If it wasn't an IV then they lied to me multiple times about what it was. Not like it matters though I didn't bother asking after it was out since I was just glad it was finally gone.

 

[BlueWidow]

No idea seeing as I already had an IV in my wrist the whole time. If it wasn't an IV then they lied to me multiple times about what it was. Not like it matters though I didn't bother asking after it was out since I was just glad it was finally gone.

Really. I don't blame you. That's very strange. I've never heard of anything like that before. Well, because an IV has to go into a vein right? So they put it in a vein in your throat for some reason?

 

[MysticPerception]

Really. I don't blame you. That's very strange. I've never heard of anything like that before. Well, because an IV has to go into a vein right? So they put it in a vein in your throat for some reason?

Yeah it wasn't painful when it was in there but once they took it out it sure was. It also killed my voice and I'm still only just now starting to be able to speak properly again.

 

[Jean4]

Ok folks. Going to bed. See everyone tomorrow
And don't forget to bump!

 

[BlueWidow]

Yeah it wasn't painful when it was in there but once they took it out it sure was. It also killed my voice and I'm still only just now starting to be able to speak properly again.

I'm sorry you had to go through that. That sounds terrible. I just looked it up and it said they do that when they need access to a large vein. Yes, I would think they should have to be careful of that area because your vocal cords are right there, your thyroid is right there, the trachea. . . there's all kinds of stuff right in that area that they could mess up if they did it wrong.

Ok folks. Going to bed. See everyone tomorrow
And don't forget to bump!

I hope you sleep well.
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I think everyone else has already gone to bed, so I'm probably going to go as well. I'll be around tomorrow, but probably not too early.
I'll be here later in the day and I'll bring the rum. Goodnight everyone. I hope everyone sleeps well.

 

[Carina]

I'm sorry you had to go through that. That sounds terrible. I just looked it up and it said they do that when they need access to a large vein. Yes, I would think they should have to be careful of that area because your vocal cords are right there, your thyroid is right there, the trachea. . . there's all kinds of stuff right in that area that they could mess up if they did it wrong.

I hope you sleep well.
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I think everyone else has already gone to bed, so I'm probably going to go as well. I'll be around tomorrow, but probably not too early.
I'll be here later in the day and I'll bring the rum. Goodnight everyone. I hope everyone sleeps well.

Night!

I swear notifications are non-existant ! I didn't get any here ugh.... just going to have to keep the thread open I guess.


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Thinking of heading to bed though myself... just placed an order on amazon for something I could use, but my mother wants... but given the back order time... it might just be a my mom will be the one using it.

Oh well. Potentially night everyone :)

 

[Ame]

I'm sorry for something so off topic, but I am feeling so worried about something and I need to put it into words somewhere;;; I guess that the silver lining is that I can actually cry? I haven't been able to properly cry in months ha ha so this is amazing. I should probably do that sleeping thing. I will be putting it under spoilers out of consideration to others.

Spoiler

It's been a time since I sent my last message and you've not replied. I managed to get enough of a handle on my anxiety to send you another and I really do hope that you get back to me. You can send back anything - tell me to heck off and stop trying to contact you even! - I just want to know that you are okay. Even though I've made things difficult for you, I worry so much about your well being. You said that you didn't plan on dying, but the silence has my brain painting the most horrific images. Please, please, please be safe.

I'm sorry that I left things in such a mess and I am sorry for not valuing my life when you were so earnest in supporting me. I found myself censoring myself and putting up walls because I wanted to avoid hurting you, but I don't know if that helped at all. It's a bad feeling. I don't mean to be so selfish.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Morning there. *yawn*
Had another dream about my ex. For the record, I don't even remember how much time has passed, around 3 years?
Hope you're doing well there.

 

[MysticPerception]

I was awake spending time with my bf on valentines since I promised to do it at some point today. Though we did it so late that I started to fall asleep after an hour lol. Anyway I'm going to bed now, goodnight everyone. Hopefully tomorrow is better if today wasn't any good for you.

Oh good morning Cynical and goodnight lol.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Oh good morning Cynical and goodnight lol.

The next shift has arrived, have a good rest!

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Now what do I want to do..
I think I want to get stoned and go wander a book store..

Sounds like something I'd do honestly. Pick up anything good?

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Morning all.

I'm sorry for something so off topic, but I am feeling so worried about something and I need to put it into words somewhere;;; I guess that the silver lining is that I can actually cry? I haven't been able to properly cry in months ha ha so this is amazing. I should probably do that sleeping thing. I will be putting it under spoilers out of consideration to others.

Spoiler

It's been a time since I sent my last message and you've not replied. I managed to get enough of a handle on my anxiety to send you another and I really do hope that you get back to me. You can send back anything - tell me to heck off and stop trying to contact you even! - I just want to know that you are okay. Even though I've made things difficult for you, I worry so much about your well being. You said that you didn't plan on dying, but the silence has my brain painting the most horrific images. Please, please, please be safe.

I'm sorry that I left things in such a mess and I am sorry for not valuing my life when you were so earnest in supporting me. I found myself censoring myself and putting up walls because I wanted to avoid hurting you, but I don't know if that helped at all. It's a bad feeling. I don't mean to be so selfish.

Hi Ame, what was the context of this, is someone not getting back to you and you are worried?

 

[Jean4]

I'm sorry for something so off topic, but I am feeling so worried about something and I need to put it into words somewhere;;; I guess that the silver lining is that I can actually cry? I haven't been able to properly cry in months ha ha so this is amazing. I should probably do that sleeping thing. I will be putting it under spoilers out of consideration to others.

Spoiler

It's been a time since I sent my last message and you've not replied. I managed to get enough of a handle on my anxiety to send you another and I really do hope that you get back to me. You can send back anything - tell me to heck off and stop trying to contact you even! - I just want to know that you are okay. Even though I've made things difficult for you, I worry so much about your well being. You said that you didn't plan on dying, but the silence has my brain painting the most horrific images. Please, please, please be safe.

I'm sorry that I left things in such a mess and I am sorry for not valuing my life when you were so earnest in supporting me. I found myself censoring myself and putting up walls because I wanted to avoid hurting you, but I don't know if that helped at all. It's a bad feeling. I don't mean to be so selfish.

What's going on? Do you want to talk?

Morning all.


Hi Ame, what was the context of this, is someone not getting back to you and you are worried?

@Ame is a VIP here. One that cares about us and I have adopted her as my mother. ;)
It's 5:09 am. I am trying to go back to sleep. Remember. We have our party for @Root and @MysticPerception today!!

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Mmmm I think a thread I was replying to just got banned. It disappeared. Sounded like a kid so I asked his/her age and the reply was 17.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Sounds like something I'd do honestly. Pick up anything good?

Seems like we have similar interests then lol I did! I kind of caved and went with 5 books instead of 2 but that's okay.



I am very excited to read Death's Acre because as long as all goes according to plan, the place it talks about will be my future home.







How are you doing this morning?

Mmmm I think a thread I was replying to just got banned. It disappeared. Sounded like a kid so I asked his/her age and the reply was 17.

Uh oh, at least the mods caught it.

How's it going?

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Morning all, well just hit afternoon here now

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Morning all, well just hit afternoon here now

Good morning/afternoon! How are you doing?

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Uh oh, at least the mods caught it.

How's it going?

I think they caught it just I I was going to raise it. If he/she was genuine I still feel for the kid.

I've had a weird day. Bloody boiler insurance people hoiking the price up every time to rip of old people. The usual call to negotiate a fairer deal. The longer I live the more I realise that it really IS all about money. Almost everything through my door is to try and get money out of me. I know its the reality of life but its still sickening. I always used to provide an informal graphic design and CV writing service to my friends and colleagues as it was easy to do, I never even considered charging for it, why would I? Maybe I should have:/

How are you fairing?

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I think they caught it just I I was going to raise it. If he/she was genuine I still feel for the kid.

I've had a weird day. Bloody boiler insurance people hoiking the price up every time to rip of old people. The usual call to negotiate a fairer deal. The longer I live the more I realise that it really IS all about money. Almost everything through my door is to try and get money out of me. I know its the reality of life but its still sickening. I always used to provide an informal graphic design and CV writing service to my friends and colleagues as it was easy to do, I never even considered charging for it, why would I? Maybe I should have:/

How are you fairing?

Yeah, it's unfortunate if it's true. We have to keep our group safe though so it's good that whoever caught it did.

That's not fair, I'm sorry. :( They shouldn't do that to you just because of your age. Sadly it is all about money in this world, no one seems to care anymore. It's nice that you did that for free, I think you shouldn't have charged either.

I'm okay, just going into work.

 

[Jean4]

 

[Deleted member 1465]

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Hahahahahahahaha!

And in that vein...

 

[Jean4]

Paging @Ame and @Iloveyouall

Check in please. I'm worried about both of you
@Iloveyouall just checked in.

@Ame you are next. Check in so we know you are ok.

 

[Jean4]

@Ame checked in. Now Jean can have her coffee... and let's get this day started!

 

[Polly]

@Ame checked in. Now Jean can have her coffee... and let's get this day started!

Awake. Slept like a rock and considering another couple of hours.