The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Carina]

omg I forgot my bluetooth earbuds again. that's the second day I"ve done that.

I just wanna say that this really helps to just see you guys being strong. When I'm feeling weak, your perseverence helps to remind me to keep trucking on and living moment by moment.

Made it to the library. Trying to get some studying done and work in, before class.

Yay for people helping you :D

 

[Root]

Didn't have energy for baking a cake but bought one from a store!

 

[Squiddy]

I'm up. About to share my mental health paper in group
Even more depressed than usual. Why can't something take me out?

 

[Carina]

Stupid is in the air today at work.... and it's spreading. I swear I wish I could be drunk or high.... and I have never been high lol.

 

[Squiddy]

So my friends in the group and I had a group chat, but they want to delete it because it's getting too sensitive and dark. I feel kinda guilty and this makes my suicidal thoughts worse. I feel as miserable as Squidward right now.

 

[Jean4]

I just wanna say that this really helps to just see you guys being strong. When I'm feeling weak, your perseverence helps to remind me to keep trucking on and living moment by moment.

Made it to the library. Trying to get some studying done and work in, before class.

Good deal! You did great!!!

So my friends in the group and I had a group chat, but they want to delete it because it's getting too sensitive and dark. I feel kinda guilty and this makes my suicidal thoughts worse. I feel as miserable as Squidward right now.

Talk to us if you think people can't handle it

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Didn't have energy for baking a cake but bought one from a store!

Yayyyy! We will have our party for you over the weekend when people aren't working. :)

 

[Squiddy]

Good deal! You did great!!!

Talk to us if you think people can't handle it

Thanks :) that's why I love this site. I just want a car to hit me

 

[Jean4]

Showered and brushed my teeth
Cleaned cat dishes and box
Got dressed in real clothes

Extra
Made soy milk and washed blender
A spoon fell behind the counter. I picked it up and washed it instead of leaving it.

Back in bed. Computer is open and let's get real work done

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Thanks :) that's why I love this site. I just want a car to hit me

Sorry Squiddy. Why don't people just listen to you hey? So many of society's problems would be easier if people would just listen.

 

[Squiddy]

Sorry Squiddy. Why don't people just listen to you hey? So many of society's problems would be easier if people would just listen.

Exactly. No one wants to listen. We need more listeners.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Exactly. No one wants to listen. We need more listeners.

I keep saying it, (lol but no-one listens! {joke})...

Listening is a very hard skill and very few people really have it. You can learn it to a certain extent but its not easy. I'm not a good listener, I'm too opinionated, but I try to be because I'm now used to no-one listening to me. I've only met one person in my entire life who was a natural listener, and she actually managed to change my personality for the better. The trick was, she didn't try, she let me come to certain realisations myself. We need to stop trying to take control of people and trust them to find their own way.

At least people here will listen to you.

 

[Jean4]

What did you say? I wasn't

I keep saying it, (lol but no-one listens! {joke})...

Listening is a very hard skill and very few people really have it. You can learn it to a certain extent but its not easy. I'm not a good listener, I'm too opinionated, but I try to be because I'm now used to no-one listening to me. I've only met one person in my entire life who was a natural listener, and she actually managed to change my personality for the better. The trick was, she didn't try, she let me come to certain realisations myself. We need to stop trying to take control of people and trust them to find their own way.

At least people here will listen to you.

What did you say? I Wasn't listening ;)

 

[Squiddy]

What did you say? I wasn't

What did you say? I Wasn't listening ;)

I forgot what Underscore said

 

[maybeimalreadydead]

Hello...

 

[Jean4]

Hello...

Welcome!!! How are you doing today?

I forgot what Underscore said

@Underscore who? It's let's tease underscore day!! Lol

 

[maybeimalreadydead]

Welcome!!! How are you doing today?

Hi there, I'm okay. I think desperately trying to find anything to do to keep my mind busy. I keep rotating through things I like to do but I'm finding I want to do them less and less. Holding on in there, though.
how are you?

 

[Jean4]

Do what I do, and many people. Write a list of things that need to be done, and come here and report that you did it. it helps. Especially when you are in a depression and can't think.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Welcome!!! How are you doing today?

@Underscore who? It's let's tease underscore day!! Lol

The ironic thing is that tagging my name did not come up as an alert like it normally does. Now even ss is ignoring me

 

[Polly]

Woke up with overwhelming anxiety. Too many things to do today thst all seem too hard.

Frustrating after feeling more even yesterday.

I have a major event I really need to attend tonight. Other than that I just want to go back to sleep. Cat working overtime ti cuddle and calm me down.

 

[Squiddy]

So I'm most likely being hospitalized today :( I'm just so tired of everything. I hope it works so I'm not resisting. Can't resist anyways because then I'll be involuntarily hospitalized which could result in more time.

 

[Jean4]

So I'm most likely being hospitalized today :( I'm just so tired of everything. I hope it works so I'm not resisting. Can't resist anyways because then I'll be involuntarily hospitalized which could result in more time.

If you think it's best, and we will have a party when you come back.

The ironic thing is that tagging my name did not come up as an alert like it normally does. Now even ss is ignoring me

Woke up with overwhelming anxiety. Too many things to do today thst all seem too hard.

Frustrating after feeling more even yesterday.

I have a major event I really need to attend tonight. Other than that I just want to go back to sleep. Cat working overtime ti cuddle and calm me down.

List it!! Start with showering. ;)

 

[Squiddy]

If you think it's best, and we will have a party when you come back.

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List it!! Start with showering. ;)

Thanks and yeah I think I could benefit.

 

[Jean4]

Thanks and yeah I think I could benefit.

Then go for it. I know you won't have your phone, but if you can get on a computer check in. If you don't want to come here for obvious reasons, there is FB. ;)

 

[maybeimalreadydead]

I've been playing a lot of piano this morning. I love to write, music and in general. It's always a little helpful

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I've been playing a lot of piano this morning. I love to write, music and in general. It's always a little helpful

I just play the blues on the harmonica. Reeeallly badly

 

[Polly]

If you think it's best, and we will have a party when you come back.

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List it!! Start with showering. ;)

Not there yet. The list is too alarming. Starting with coffee.

 

[maybeimalreadydead]

Having spaghetti for breakfast. I love to put canned peas all over it.

 

[Squiddy]

Then go for it. I know you won't have your phone, but if you can get on a computer check in. If you don't want to come here for obvious reasons, there is FB. ;)

Can't even use a computer, but I'll be thinking about the group here :)

 

[maybeimalreadydead]

Can't even use a computer, but I'll be thinking about the group here :)

Will be thinking of you

 

[Squiddy]

Will be thinking of you

Thanks :)