The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[faust]

Something terribly wrong in my room. I can feel the draft but all the windows and doors are not open

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

How are you?

I'm fine. Actually, tomorrow it'll be one month of me trying to not feel like shit all the time.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm fine. Actually, tomorrow it'll be one month of me trying to not feel like shit all the time.

So you've made it a month now? That's pretty good if that's the case.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

So you've made it a month now? That's pretty good if that's the case.

Yeah, and it was fairly ok - I only felt suicidal for several hours, and depressed for around a day over the whole period. On the other hand, once I wasn't suicidal all the time, I had really bad anxiety. It's getting better now, but I still wonder how many layers does this fucking onion has.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

You've always been a trend setter you just never realized until now. I think I'm just going to get some AM crunch wraps or something. It's on my way home and you suddenly gave me a craving.

This unpopular, weird little hippie? Surely not..
..but maybe! :B
You definitely should, the AM crunch wraps are dank.
I would say that's my bad for giving you a craving, but it's Taco Bell and everyone should always crave it. How are you doing tonight? How's work going?

I'm fine. Actually, tomorrow it'll be one month of me trying to not feel like shit all the time.

That's good to hear! I am so happy for you!

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

AM crunch wraps

I have no idea what it is, so I'm just going to do some abdominal exercises in the morning pretending I'm in the same boat.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I have no idea what it is, so I'm just going to do some abdominal exercises in the morning pretending I'm in the same boat.

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These are AM crunchwraps. ;)

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

These are AM crunchwraps. ;)

I actually don't know if I can get something like that where I live. So I'll go with exercise, I think.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I actually don't know if I can get something like that where I live. So I'll go with exercise, I think.

Exercising is definitely better for you than Taco Bell, that's for sure.

 

[xBrialesana]

Ramble ramble insomnina ramble I wanna die ha ha ha ha. Mkay

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Exercising is definitely better for you than Taco Bell, that's for sure.

We definitely don't have any Taco Bell around. Besides, I'm not failing the fast on the first day.

Ramble ramble insomnina ramble I wanna die ha ha ha ha. Mkay

Ramble ramble wish I could give you a good night hug. Ramble.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

We definitely don't have any Taco Bell around. Besides, I'm not failing the fast on the first day.

You don't?! What blasphemy!
Yeah, probably not a good idea to break a fast that quick.

Ramble ramble insomnina ramble I wanna die ha ha ha ha. Mkay

Still no sleep? .-.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Yeah, probably not a good idea to break a fast that quick.

Eh, I'll break it if I feel like it, not that having no food is expensive or anything. I'm just curious to see if it affects my food cravings in any way, but I'm prepared to bail out if I feel dangerously low on blood sugar.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Eh, I'll break it if I feel like it, not that having no food is expensive or anything. I'm just curious to see if it affects my food cravings in any way, but I'm prepared to bail out if I feel dangerously low on blood sugar.

That would definitely be a good idea, fasting can be difficult sometimes and the last thing ya wanna do it pass out.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Ok, now I'm going to listen to this song until I can't stand it anymore:

 

[faust]

@Briannacondaaa I don't actually know how it can be called, but I experience now something like "My body wants to sleep, but I don't want to". 9:40 a.m. and still lurking

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Ok, now I'm going to listen to this song until I can't stand it anymore:

I'll have to check it out once Atom Heart Mother is finished. :)

 

[Brick In The Wall]

This unpopular, weird little hippie? Surely not..
..but maybe! :B
You definitely should, the AM crunch wraps are dank.
I would say that's my bad for giving you a craving, but it's Taco Bell and everyone should always crave it. How are you doing tonight? How's work going?

I fucking love those things. Work has been alright I suppose. I'm just debating on whether to be responsible today or get drunk and eat tacos. The latter sounds alot more fun.

Yeah, and it was fairly ok - I only felt suicidal for several hours, and depressed for around a day over the whole period. On the other hand, once I wasn't suicidal all the time, I had really bad anxiety. It's getting better now, but I still wonder how many layers does this fucking onion has.

Good job man! Seriously keep up the good work! There's many layers to that onion as you've said and it isn't easy.

 

[faust]

@Brick In The Wall You can drink responsibly as it is written on bottles

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Ramble ramble insomnina ramble I wanna die ha ha ha ha. Mkay

That's how the night shift goes on this thread. See? You already fit in perfectly.

@Brick In The Wall You can drink responsibly as it is written on bottles

Alcohol blurs the vision. If I can't read it then it doesn't count!

 

[faust]

@Brick In The Wall This is same as when you are driving 180km/h and cannot see the sign 50km/h.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Good job man! Seriously keep up the good work! There's many layers to that onion as you've said and it isn't easy.

Wait, weren't you telling me few days before that everything is pointless anyway?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

@Brick In The Wall This is same as when you are driving 180km/h and cannot see the sign 50km/h.

Now you're talking my language!

Wait, weren't you telling me few days before that everything is pointless anyway?

You've got to love those mood swings huh? I honestly don't remember if I did. But if I did, I take it back. You're doing good!

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I fucking love those things. Work has been alright I suppose. I'm just debating on whether to be responsible today or get drunk and eat tacos. The latter sounds alot more fun.

You love AM crunchwraps? Good, you better! What about regular crunchwraps?
Well, alright is better than terrible! I'm sure you sometimes get some odd folks coming in during the night. I used to stay with my friend occasionally during her night shifts and it often got quite interesting. haha
Well I mean, are you off? If so, do stuff around the house and reward yourself with drinks and tacos!

@CynicalHopelessness I just want you to know that I'm proud of you. It takes a lot to not feel like shit, the fact that you're trying so hard is amazing. I'm rooting for you!

 

[Brick In The Wall]

You love AM crunchwraps? Good, you better! What about regular crunchwraps?
Well, alright is better than terrible! I'm sure you sometimes get some odd folks coming in during the night. I used to stay with my friend occasionally during her night shifts and it often got quite interesting. haha
Well I mean, are you off? If so, do stuff around the house and reward yourself with drinks and tacos!

Anything from Taco Bell is awesome. I've seen some crazy shit while working here. People always try the shady stuff at night. I've got 2 hours left on my shift, but atleast all my major work is done and I can just chill now more or less.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Anything from Taco Bell is awesome. I've seen some crazy shit while working here. People always try the shady stuff at night. I've got 2 hours left on my shift, but atleast all my major work is done and I can just chill now more or less.

So next time you go to Taco Bell and get a crunchwrap, you need to have them put cheesy potatoes/nacho cheese inside of it. It's soooo good! I got the idea when I was pregnant with my first son and haven't gone back since.
I can see that, they think they can get away with it because it's night and also they're probably on something or drunk half of the time. That's awesome, getting stuff done early is always a plus. Now you can hang out with us! And ya know, take care of patrons of course. =P

 

[Brick In The Wall]

So next time you go to Taco Bell and get a crunchwrap, you need to have them put cheesy potatoes/nacho cheese inside of it. It's soooo good! I got the idea when I was pregnant with my first son and haven't gone back since.
I can see that, they think they can get away with it because it's night and also they're probably on something or drunk half of the time. That's awesome, getting stuff done early is always a plus. Now you can hang out with us! And ya know, take care of patrons of course. =P

I'll just have to try that out this morning. That does sound like it would taste really good!

Luckily there isn't many people in house today so I shouldn't have many guests this morning. My coworker was just nodding off and almost fell out of his chair. That's how slow it is this morning lol.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I'll just have to try that out this morning. That does sound like it would taste really good!

Luckily there isn't many people in house today so I shouldn't have many guests this morning. My coworker was just nodding off and almost fell out of his chair. That's how slow it is this morning lol.

It's definitely worth a try! I usually get the regular one and add potatoes so I don't know how the AM will taste, but I'm sure just as good.

Wow, that's really slow! I'm glad your coworker didn't fall out of his chair, that always sucks. Can you Listen to music right now since it's slow?

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

@CynicalHopelessness I just want you to know that I'm proud of you. It takes a lot to not feel like shit, the fact that you're trying so hard is amazing. I'm rooting for you!

Eh, you can get chill about it for now I'm just trying to learn how to control my emotions with ambiguous goal of feeling good as much as bio-physically possible or be able to fight off SI and sadness for long enough should I decide to proceed with my CTB plan.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

It's definitely worth a try! I usually get the regular one and add potatoes so I don't know how the AM will taste, but I'm sure just as good.

Wow, that's really slow! I'm glad your coworker didn't fall out of his chair, that always sucks. Can you Listen to music right now since it's slow?

I wish I could listen to tunes right now. I've just been browsing here and doing a bit of research. Which can be just as fun to be honest.