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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
Everyone is off today. Glad I'm not the only one lol.
Yep. My anxiety is so high my heart rate/bp is scarily elevated. I'm pretending I haven't checked it today because ya know, don't wanna end up back in the hospital for a cardiac event.
 
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Polly

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Jan 15, 2020
309
Something must be in retrograde. Literally everyone I speak to (like a whole 3 people) is in a weird mental place today.
Same. Everyone off kilter, even those I rely on to be my stable supports.

Since I've gotten used to being off kilter, today I was able to support them :-)
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
2,179
Definitely been a strange day today.

Can someone find that Doors song?

Unfortunately, I can't listen to it because, as I described to another person on here, for some reason Jim Morrison's voice is like nails on a chalkboard to me. But I really like their music. I just can't deal with his voice for some reason and I don't know why. I'm sure somebody on here knows the song I'm talking about. God! I know the name of the song dammit. Echo and the Bunnymen did a version of it on the Lost Boys soundtrack, I believe. People Are Strange! That's it.
 
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Polly

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Jan 15, 2020
309
Definitely been a strange day today.

Can someone find that Doors song?

Unfortunately, I can't listen to it because, as I described to another person on here, for some reason Jim Morrison's voice is like nails on a chalkboard to me. But I really like their music. I just can't deal with his voice for some reason and I don't know why. I'm sure somebody on here knows the song I'm talking about. God! I know the name of the song dammit. Echo and the Bunnymen did a version of it on the Lost Boys soundtrack, I believe. People Are Strange! That's it.
Love that song.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Goodnight everybody. I have my nurse tomorrow. Will be back when I can't sleep. Let tomorrow be a better day for all of us.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
2,179
Goodnight @Jean4. I really hope you can sleep tonight.
 
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xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
Today really did suck. Hopefully @Jean4 is sleeping. Also it's crazy windy. Hoping no more fires from Santa Ana winds :eh:
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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I think I'll head to bed too as I have the program tomorrow. Hopefully, sleep will reset my mood to where I don't want to cut.
 
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xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
I think I'll head to bed too as I have the program tomorrow. Hopefully, sleep will reset my mood to where I don't want to cut.

Wishing you the best of luck tomorrow!! :heart: I hope you get some good sleep. (If you haven't given in to cutting), I'm really proud of you! Either way it's okay :) you got this and I'm so glad you're trying. Night night
 
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BooGirl

BooGirl

Warlock
Jan 10, 2020
754
The world exists. Y'know?
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
Not in Stan's world? :tongue:
Everyone leaves this world, it's just when the departure is meant to happen.

And really, only a handful of people really know when that time is.
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totally lost track of time!

night everyone
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Can't sleep. Back to bed
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
How's @BlueWidow doing tonight?
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Why is it I wake up early all weekend when I could sleep in, then the exact opposite on a Monday!
Good morning btw ❤
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Why is it I wake up early all weekend when I could sleep in, then the exact opposite on a Monday!
Good morning btw ❤
Good morning! Sorry you're having trouble with your sleep patterns.
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
Crap. Having chest pain and pain in my right rib cage from my liver. Maybe I'll just die in my sleep.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
2,179
How's @BlueWidow doing tonight?
Okay, I guess. Tired. I hope I can sleep. I hope it's not one of those nights where I lay down and then 20 minutes later, I'm wide awake again.
I was just talking earlier about how it's been a strange day. They were talking about how everyone in the thread seems to have had an off kilter day today. I don't know if the moon is in some weird alignment or what's going on.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Okay, I guess. Tired. I hope I can sleep. I hope it's not one of those nights where I lay down and then 20 minutes later, I'm wide awake again.
I was just talking earlier about how it's been a strange day. They were talking about how everyone in the thread seems to have had an off kilter day today. I don't know if the moon is in some weird alignment or what's going on.
Yea I saw everyone talking about that. It has felt a little strange lately. It probably is something to do with some sort of cosmic alignment. I hope you're able to get some rest.
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
@faust I am. The day is actually just getting started for me.
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
Ah, and for me it is continuing, don't know when will actually go to bed. Any news?
Not much. I actually went out yesterday and met some new people, and it didn't feel terrible, though was pretty draining. I'll also try to get through this week water fasting (provided I don't get low sugar early) and no smoking, at least until Sunday. What about you?
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
@Brick In The Wall Well, sometimes it is empty this time
 
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