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@CynicalHopelessness Well, today I ran into a catastrophic downburst and failed in recording which made me feel extremely disappointed again. And right now more than 5 liters of coke are gone, but it does not feel like I drank too much
@Briannacondaaa Nice to see you :heart: Was afraid it is too late to talk to anybody
 
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What kind of recording do you do?
 
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I was storm chasing and did not plan to record anything, but the pure hell started, I touched the record button and nothing eventually was recorded...
@Brick In The Wall
@CynicalHopelessness If I stop smoking/vaping, I will be anxious. So knowing how hard it is for me, I wish you a good luck!
 
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I was storm chasing and did not plan to record anything, but the pure hell started, I touched the record button and nothing eventually was recorded...
@Brick In The Wall
That sucks that it didn't record anything! Oops hehe, still pretty cool that you storm chase. What kind of storm was it?
 
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A full moon looks great, but it is getting very cold
@Brick In The Wall It was storm Ciara, Ireland, I even wrote a venting thread about it, that was such a shame...
 
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A full moon looks great, but it is getting very cold
Oh, I saw the moon (not full) the other day, and it was very bright and somewhat behind semi-transparent clouds, and there was a cool rainbow ring around it. If there are some light clouds moving towards it, might be worth looking at it for a little bit longer :wink:
 
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@Brick In The Wall I like moonlight more than sunlight. Although moonlight is a reflection of sunlight, a little bit complicated isn't it
 
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@CynicalHopelessness It is now the same, semi-transparent clouds but the sun will appear soon
 
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@Brick In The Wall I like moonlight more than sunlight. Although moonlight is a reflection of sunlight, a little bit complicated isn't it
Both are cool in their own way. I do enjoy nights a bit more though. I have very sensitive eyes and it's easier for me to see.
 
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I am experiencing an interesting thing right now. I drank 5 liters of coke and I don't know why but it is soo easy to breathe. I was coughing so badly today and now it feels good :ahhha:
 
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the sun will appear soon
Aw, I hate that thing! Maybe. Maybe not though, it's just that it's associated with existence, wageslaving and dread too little too much.
 
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@Brick In The Wall I usually sleep during the days and always awake at night. The sunlight makes my eyes tired
@CynicalHopelessness The last time I was working there were only night shifts. Was very calm usually. But in the morning I was feeling exhausted
 
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I usually sleep during the days and always awake at night
I had a friend who was just like this until she had to get a day job -_-
 
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@CynicalHopelessness Well it is possible to combine. If you go to bed at around 6-7 a.m., you get some hours to sleep if the work starts at 11-12. But if at 9, it is a catastrophe :))
 
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I've got so much shit to do this week and I'm already tired of it. Always has to be everything at once.
 
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@Brick In The Wall I have just got a call from recruitment office, such a nice start of the day :ahhha:
 
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@faust good news or bad news?
 
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@CynicalHopelessness There can't be any bad news, because if I send them a letter from psychiatrist, they won't bother me again in the whole life
 
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@CynicalHopelessness There can't be any bad news, because if I send them a letter from psychiatrist, they won't bother me again in the whole life
Fax it, mail it, messenger pidgeon that shit over then!
 
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@CynicalHopelessness That may sound a little bit ironic, but if I have to serve in a military, I will have to change my method from N to a gun. They will just offer me a new method
 
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Finally off work and home..with Taco Bell. :D
 
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That may sound a little bit ironic, but if I have to serve in a military, I will have to change my method from N to a gun
Where are you from, btw?

My country has compulsory military service for healthy males (where definition of healthy is being widened every few years). I wonder if being able to tell SN method by heart would qualify as being depressed enough to make you unfit. And we don't have public gun ownership either, I'd be long dead otherwise.
@cosmicpixiedust welcome home :) How do you feel today?
 
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Where are you from, btw?

My country has compulsory military service for healthy males (where definition of healthy is being widened every few years). I wonder if being able to tell SN method by heart would qualify as being depressed enough to make you unfit. And we don't have public gun ownership either, I'd be long dead otherwise.
@cosmicpixiedust welcome home :) How do you feel today?
Not sure about that. I currently live in Ireland and my home country is in pm
 
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Oooo, I'm a trend setter now haha
Whatcha going to get? :3
You've always been a trend setter you just never realized until now. I think I'm just going to get some AM crunch wraps or something. It's on my way home and you suddenly gave me a craving.
 

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