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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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@BlueWidow CFS flare up is throwing a wrench in my plans right now :/ can't move and can't really CTB at the moment

sorry for radio silence. Will update soon as I can. I will be sure to write you privately if we end up missing each other
Sorry about the current wrench in the plans :(
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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I'm doing okay today. Just very groggy because I took a bunch of pain meds last night as well as a tiny portion of a pill to help me sleep. Still feeling the effects of it now so I'm glad I don't have to take any more meds tonight. Hoping I can sleep these off and feel normal tomorrow, or at least normal for me.

You said you have to work in a little while? How are you feeling?
I'm sure that you'll be able to get a good nights rest since you're tired and groggy. Hopefully, at least. I hate waking up groggy.

Yeah, I have to work at 5:30 am cst, I want to stay up but I have a double tomorrow so it wouldn't be the best idea since I haven't been sleeping well. I have a migraine from sleeping too much and I'm starting to get hungry but I don't want to go to a store, the most I'd settle for is a gas station. I might just order pizza and say screw it, but that's like $30. Decisions, decisions..
 
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I'm sure that you'll be able to get a good nights rest since you're tired and groggy. Hopefully, at least. I hate waking up groggy.

Yeah, I have to work at 5:30 am cst, I want to stay up but I have a double tomorrow so it wouldn't be the best idea since I haven't been sleeping well. I have a migraine from sleeping too much and I'm starting to get hungry but I don't want to go to a store, the most I'd settle for is a gas station. I might just order pizza and say screw it, but that's like $30. Decisions, decisions..
Yes, especially since I'm usually tired most of the time anyway because of my thyroid and CFS. So sorry to hear you have a migraine.

I think there were a bunch of people that @Jean4 posts on her list on here every day that didn't show up today. @L0ne1ygh0st showed up, but I don't think she was having a very good day. I'm not sure if anyone else showed up.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Yes, especially since I'm usually tired most of the time anyway because of my thyroid and CFS. So sorry to hear you have a migraine.

I think there were a bunch of people that @Jean4 posts on her list on here every day that didn't show up today. @L0ne1ygh0st showed up, but I don't think she was having a very good day. I'm not sure if anyone else showed up.
Her list also had:
@Nemeshisu
@Sensei
@Raven Moon

I don't think they showed up did they?
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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perhaps my brain really wants to attend this party of yours on saturday and is subconsciously sabotaging my CTB plans tonight :pfff:

i am still out of sorts, slowly getting a bit better, but have concerns this is not the appropriate state to CTB. So i'm going to wait a few hours to see if it passes and i can do it then, and if not i guess i will rest another night and then go for it tomorrow.
 
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Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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perhaps my brain really wants to attend this party of yours on saturday and is subconsciously sabotaging my CTB plans tonight :pfff:

i am still out of sorts, slowly getting a bit better, but have concerns this is not the appropriate state to CTB. So i'm going to wait a few hours to see if it passes and i can do it then, and if not i guess i will rest another night and then go for it tomorrow.
Hey, nothing wrong til after the party too lol. Really though, totally whenever you want to.

I'll be up (just normally) for another... 1hr 15min... I can extend it a bit too will just be in bed and on phone lol so hopefully there'll be someone here :)
 
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Okay, I just nodded off again. I think I'm just going to most likely go to sleep now. If I wake up, I'll come back on here, but I don't know how likely that is.
Goodnight. I guess @Squiddy went to bed early or something. I didn't even notice her leave.
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Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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Moo. Sleep!!!!! Back to bed.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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Yes, especially since I'm usually tired most of the time anyway because of my thyroid and CFS. So sorry to hear you have a migraine.

I think there were a bunch of people that @Jean4 posts on her list on here every day that didn't show up today. @L0ne1ygh0st showed up, but I don't think she was having a very good day. I'm not sure if anyone else showed up.

I hope you are able to get a good nights rest. It's okay, I get them a lot. I just spent the last 30 minutes arguing with my roommate. He says that he's tired of me wanting to die. Fuck him. I'm going to order a pizza and watch euthanasia videos til it comes.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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This relative of a friend on facebook seriously makes me go from "ok" to "dammit why did I have to eat...." he is so stupid, he doesn't realize he's stupid, but he thinks everyone else is stupid, and he seriously just makes me want to off myself to get off this planet where he lives.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
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This relative of a friend on facebook seriously makes me go from "ok" to "dammit why did I have to eat...." he is so stupid, he doesn't realize he's stupid, but he thinks everyone else is stupid, and he seriously just makes me want to off myself to get off this planet where he lives.

Those are the worst kinds of people.



There's someone in my house that I don't really know. We got stoned so it's a little better but this does not make me feel okay. -_-
 
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Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Those are the worst kinds of people.
He has written virtually the exact same block of text (like 30 lines of facebook lines) of text for every post for months, with probably 300 posts+ to my friend... because he can't think of something else...

seriously... I"m thinking of saying "so can you explain this again?" like when I want a reason and read it a few times... just to push me over the edge some day lol

I laugh but it's aggravating as hell to me.
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
He has written virtually the exact same block of text (like 30 lines of facebook lines) of text for every post for months, with probably 300 posts+ to my friend... because he can't think of something else...

seriously... I"m thinking of saying "so can you explain this again?" like when I want a reason and read it a few times... just to push me over the edge some day lol

I laugh but it's aggravating as hell to me.
Mash the unfollow button with great force on that one. Save yourself the repeated headache.

Tenor 37
 
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Carina

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Mash the unfollow button with great force on that one. Save yourself the repeated headache.

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Well I like my friend though.... it's just the idiot relative. Actually the friend would follow his relative, but it'd cause a rift in the family. He's even started telling people who reply more than a few times to "just ignore him, he's an idiot that won't learn"
He knows his friends want to hunt down and kill his relative--and it's not worth it lol
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Then there's other friends of mine that post things like this rofl
 
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Sensei

Sensei

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Nov 4, 2019
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Laundry and basket put away
Paging
@Nemeshisu
@Sensei
@L0ne1ygh0st
@Raven Moon

Fell asleep 19:30 and just woke up. I need a break.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
He has written virtually the exact same block of text (like 30 lines of facebook lines) of text for every post for months, with probably 300 posts+ to my friend... because he can't think of something else...

seriously... I"m thinking of saying "so can you explain this again?" like when I want a reason and read it a few times... just to push me over the edge some day lol

I laugh but it's aggravating as hell to me.
Some people are just a special breed of stupid. lol
Hopefully you can not let him get to you too much.

Well I like my friend though.... it's just the idiot relative. Actually the friend would follow his relative, but it'd cause a rift in the family. He's even started telling people who reply more than a few times to "just ignore him, he's an idiot that won't learn"
He knows his friends want to hunt down and kill his relative--and it's not worth it lol
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Then there's other friends of mine that post things like this rofl

Oh man..The Hard Times -.- Gotta love them..that site is ridiculous

My pizza is here!
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Holy crap so much for one piece. :pfff:
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I'm so tired..... Pizza looks good. Even if phone autocorrect it to puss looks good at first. Like pizza isn't puss phone
That papa John's?
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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I want to sleep!!!!!!! Back to bed.
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
1,207
I'd shank someone for pizza right now
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
972
I'd shank someone for pizza right now

I'll make you a deal, shank me and I'll give you the rest of my pizza!
I'm so tired..... Pizza looks good. Even if phone autocorrect it to puss looks good at first. Like pizza isn't puss phone
That papa John's?
Get some sleep!
I mean, ya can't get full off of one of those so I'll go with pizza. haha phones are weird
It is, good eye.
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
889
Hey guys, my flare up has just turned into tiredness, so i'm going to rest another night and then go for it tomorrow. It's disappointing, but i've survived several failed attempts so i'm not feeling particularly down about this lol.

I also appreciate the extra time i get to spend with you sinksters. I wanted to say thank you to all of you who were checking up on me and wondering where i went. Several people reached out to me and I am genuinely overwhelmed by your collective kindness. Don't know what i did to deserve it, but i'm so grateful to have encountered all of you compassionate souls.

Tomorrow will go better. Hope everyone who's supposed to be asleep is sleeping soundly, and everyone else is enjoying their day time.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
972
Hey guys, my flare up has just turned into tiredness, so i'm going to rest another night and then go for it tomorrow. It's disappointing, but i've survived several failed attempts so i'm not feeling particularly down about this lol.

I also appreciate the extra time i get to spend with you sinksters. I wanted to say thank you to all of you who were checking up on me and wondering where i went. Several people reached out to me and I am genuinely overwhelmed by your collective kindness. Don't know what i did to deserve it, but i'm so grateful to have encountered all of you compassionate souls.

Tomorrow will go better. Hope everyone who's supposed to be asleep is sleeping soundly, and everyone else is enjoying their day time.

I hope you have a good sleep and feel better! :heart: I'll be sleeping soon as well, just procrastinating it because I slept all day.
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Hey guys, my flare up has just turned into tiredness, so i'm going to rest another night and then go for it tomorrow. It's disappointing, but i've survived several failed attempts so i'm not feeling particularly down about this lol.

I also appreciate the extra time i get to spend with you sinksters. I wanted to say thank you to all of you who were checking up on me and wondering where i went. Several people reached out to me and I am genuinely overwhelmed by your collective kindness. Don't know what i did to deserve it, but i'm so grateful to have encountered all of you compassionate souls.

Tomorrow will go better. Hope everyone who's supposed to be asleep is sleeping soundly, and everyone else is enjoying their day time.
Don't mention it. Support is what we're here for! Tomorrow is a new day and I hope it goes better for you.
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
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Heyyyy I'm red.
 
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I hope you are able to get a good nights rest. It's okay, I get them a lot. I just spent the last 30 minutes arguing with my roommate. He says that he's tired of me wanting to die. Fuck him. I'm going to order a pizza and watch euthanasia videos til it comes.
I'm sorry to hear about the argument with your roommate. He obviously doesn't understand what it's like. I hope the pizza was good. I'm sorry to hear that you get frequent migraines. I've gotten headaches that I believe are similar to migraines and they're really horrible. I wouldn't wish them on anybody. It must be even worse with a roommate. When I would get them, I would have to shut all the lights off and have no sound or anything. I would have to turn my phone off and everything else because any sound or light would just kill me. Then I would just have to take some pain meds and lie in bed until it went away. I remember not being able to move, and in some cases, not even really being able to breathe very much without it making it worse and making me feel nauseous.
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Heyyyy I'm red.
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Welcome to red! :heart:
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

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Nov 29, 2019
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Well I like my friend though.... it's just the idiot relative. Actually the friend would follow his relative, but it'd cause a rift in the family. He's even started telling people who reply more than a few times to "just ignore him, he's an idiot that won't learn"
He knows his friends want to hunt down and kill his relative--and it's not worth it lol
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Then there's other friends of mine that post things like this rofl
lol. Most of the people I hit just end up with a rash;)
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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I'm sorry to hear about the argument with your roommate. He obviously doesn't understand what it's like. I hope the pizza was good. I'm sorry to hear that you get frequent migraines. I've gotten headaches that I believe are similar to migraines and they're really horrible. I wouldn't wish them on anybody. It must be even worse with a roommate. When I would get them, I would have to shut all the lights off and have no sound or anything. I would have to turn my phone off and everything else because any sound or light would just kill me. Then I would just have to take some pain meds and lie in bed until it went away. I remember not being able to move, and in some cases, not even really being able to breathe very much without it making it worse and making me feel nauseous.

He really doesn't understand what it's like, but that's okay. I don't want him to understand what it's like to feel this way. The pizza was delicious! I feel better now that I've slept (which is funny because sleeping too much was what triggered it). They suck, sometimes I have to call out of work. How are you this morning?




I'm on my way to work! How is everyone doing?
 
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