xBrialesana
Become Dust With Me, My Love.
- Dec 17, 2019
- 553
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Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
If you keep repeating different ways to kill yourself, do you really think they will believe you if you say they aren't active? ;)
Morning! I'm on day 10 of insomnia.
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Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I never said how I want to die besides a meteor and that's not my doing ;)
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Ok. Got up and put on pajamas/loungewear. Not a complete getting dressed in real clothes, but close.
Cat dishes are washed. I think I am snapping into mild mania, which I like. Going to clean the cat box.
Cat dishes are washed. I think I am snapping into mild mania, which I like. Going to clean the cat box.
xBrialesana
Become Dust With Me, My Love.
- Dec 17, 2019
- 553
This will be 14. At least sunrise is pretty. I hate being alone these hours without my dog. Having him around made my insomnina ass okay because he needed literal 24/7 care. Now at 4 am there's nothing. I'm glad I have impulse control or I'd throw myself off the PCH out of frustration. I took 12 Zolpidem and 8 xanax to sleep and all that weed. Still wide awake and I'm expected to perform a DAY? nah. more weed and we try again tonight.
@Jean4 , do you get too tired to read or watch tv? When people tell me to do that I'm like "Fuck you".. I can hardly read the forums due to lack of sleep. I know I'm rambling and I'm sorry to all. I'm trying so hard to human
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I wish I had some mania. Only depression.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
I was Bipolar. Switched to Major Depression as an adult. Now back to Bipolar I think.
Cat box cleaned.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
I am hallucinating and increased paranoia due to lack of sleep. I leave MSNBC on for background noise 24/7. I lost patience before my insomnia to watch tv.... which is why I got rid of Netflix. I never watched it.
Weed is doing nada to help me sleep
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
The sun is way too bright today. I need to decide on coffee or trying for another hour or two of sleep
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
xBrialesana
Become Dust With Me, My Love.
- Dec 17, 2019
- 553
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Someone give a bump please. I'm going to get out of bed and fill the turtle tanks. On the eve of Stan's 2 months and the day he wrote his goodbye thread, I am missing SinisterKid. Come back soon!
I think I'll start copying brick's captain log thing. 
Stardate 472y8483.
Went to a brisk walk, found myself near an atm and started combing through my data to try and set up an account for crypto gambling.
Thank fuck I failed.
Stardate 472y8483.
Went to a brisk walk, found myself near an atm and started combing through my data to try and set up an account for crypto gambling.
Thank fuck I failed.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
I was technically... it's 10am, first chance I had now to type at work! program I did had running last night.... it effing glitched... 70 drivers last night got 32 emails.... 32.... omg... some were like "ROFL!!!!" others were like "hey just a heads up", some called baucause the mail server didn't send their settlement.... some were like "!#%@#%@$#"
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
You can kick off the Stan 2 month CTB bash. It's the pre game show when he wrote his note.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
I can't get something out of my head.....
"Sometimes you feel like a nut.... sometimes you don't..... Almond joy's got nuts... mounds don't."
like wtf?!?
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I don't even like almonds?!?
"Sometimes you feel like a nut.... sometimes you don't..... Almond joy's got nuts... mounds don't."
like wtf?!?
....
I don't even like almonds?!?
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Almost lunch time and I'm not all that hungry. Also haven't seen the doctor yet, but am afraid to in fear of hospitalization.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
great now I want almonds... I hate almonds.... I despise almonds.... and I am seriously considering buying almonds.... why?!?
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Craving the above foodsmay indicate your body is seeking more calories as it may need more energy. Cravings for the above are often common among people on a very low-calorie diet.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
I'm pretty sure there's nothing in almonds I need... at all... I mean... they're almonds.
