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Carina

Carina

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He's probably worried that you're going to fall.
Please be careful. I've been bumping into walls and stuff. . . and that was before I took the sleep meds and the pain meds yesterday. Lack of sleep is not good for your coordination and balance, particularly when you already had problems in those areas to begin with. :heart:
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They haven't forgotten when they were worshiped like gods in Egypt. In fact, they probably still think they're being worshiped like gods. . . OK, a lot of places they probably ARE still being worshiped like gods! :pfff:
Wait, you mean they aren't? hmm... mine apparently think they are lol
 
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He's probably worried that you're going to fall.
Please be careful. I've been bumping into walls and stuff. . . and that was before I took the sleep meds and the pain meds yesterday. Lack of sleep is not good for your coordination and balance, particularly when you already had problems in those areas to begin with. :heart:
I second that. These days I feel exhaustion, but I remember my first week without sleep. I was a stumbling anxious mess acting like I was jacked up on coke. Or maybe on Coke, dunno.
Be careful.
 
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Still trying to get my mom to make rum balls lol. So trying too get it... don't think it'll work though
 
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Okay, I'm way behind in my posts because I haven't been able to post anything for the last day or two for various reasons. Have a bunch of stuff on my phone I need to get rid of. My phone is telling me I have no storage left because I downloaded too many pictures and things that I want to put on this site. LOL!

So get prepared to be bombarded with pictures and such.
 
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Okay, I'm way behind in my posts because I haven't been able to post anything for the last day or two for various reasons. Have a bunch of stuff on my phone I need to get rid of. My phone is telling me I have no storage left because I downloaded too many pictures and things that I want to put on this site. LOL!

So get prepared to be bombarded with pictures and such.
You're not behind, but your presence has definitely been missed!
 
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@BlueWidow is my relief today. I'm off to sleep for the vampire shift tonight.
 
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@BlueWidow is my relief today. I'm off to sleep for the vampire shift tonight.
Hope you sleep well. :heart:
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I may have already posted this one. I can't remember. Even if I did, here it is again. :pfff:
 
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I haven't heard from my sister in over a month. I'm afraid to call her. Don't even know if she's okay. I emailed her but she hasn't replied. We used to be so close. Fecking illness it ruins everything.
Call her with us here rooting you on. :)
 
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Okay, I'm out of cat pictures for now, I think.
Time for the Minions!
 
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omg my mom just ate like 75-100 pieces of the godiva chocolate I bought... like an ENTIRE BAG...
I've eaten about 15 pieces of the Godiva chocolate I bought. You bought the same one?
 
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Call her with us here rooting you on. :)
I'm not allowed to call her she''s always too busy. I used to support her a lot but now I can't get to see her and she struggles without that support I think. But she rarely comes to see me and only for a short while and tries to make me feel guilty about that.
I suspect she struggles with guilt too.
 
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I've eaten about 15 pieces of the Godiva chocolate I bought. You bought the same one?
I think it's still pretty good, but it seems to me it's sweeter than the last batch that I had of the same chocolate. I hope they didn't change the formula and screw it up. It wasn't quite as sweet last time. The caramel ones seem really sweet to me in this batch. And the dark chocolate ones were definitely not as sweet last time. They're always taking a good formula that works and screwing it up!
 
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I think it's still pretty good, but it seems to me it's sweeter than the last batch that I had of the same chocolate. I hope they didn't change the formula and screw it up. It wasn't quite as sweet last time. The caramel ones seem really sweet to me in this batch. And the dark chocolate ones were definitely not as sweet last time. They're always taking a good formula that works and screwing it up!
I don't really care for the caramel ones so I'm gonna give them to my mom, but I like the mint and dark ones
 
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I think it's still pretty good, but it seems to me it's sweeter than the last batch that I had of the same chocolate. I hope they didn't change the formula and screw it up. It wasn't quite as sweet last time. The caramel ones seem really sweet to me in this batch. And the dark chocolate ones were definitely not as sweet last time. They're always taking a good formula that works and screwing it up!

I realize now i was motivated to eat a half bar of chocolate the other day because you guys kept talking about godiva :pfff:
 
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Laundry and basket put away
Paging
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@Raven Moon
 
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sadly I couldn't talk mom into making cococnut rum rumballs.... such a shame... sounded like a good plan to me lol

she said it was too much work..
 
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I really should get out of bed to make hot chocolate. All I had today was a lunchable.
 
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All I had today was a lunchable.
Youre going to need to do better than that!
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my cousin wants to get one last phone call with me before i CTB. he's asking me to delay my plans for a day lol. He has no desire to try and change my mind, and is being super respectful, but i dont think i have the tolerance to wait a day when i've already been waiting two months for this.
 
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Youre going to need to do better than that!
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my cousin wants to get one last phone call with me before i CTB. he's asking me to delay my plans for a day lol. He has no desire to try and change my mind, and is being super respectful, but i dont think i have the tolerance to wait a day when i've already been waiting two months for this.
I know it's frustrating waiting. I guess, just let us know what you're going to do. We're all here for you. :heart: :hug:

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Good to see you old friend!!! I still think about you from time to time. :heart:
Me, too. I hope that you are as well as possible.
That's so fucked up that your family said that, I'm so sorry! I'm glad that you still manage to find positives in your life though. You're very strong!
Anyone who says that is not human, and especially not family. I am just so sorry that you must endure such verbal violence!
My bed is made with clean linen. The laundry is still in the basket by the front door. Taking a break, but will put it away today. Almost fell over making the bed.
Glad that you got it done without getting hurt!
He's probably worried that you're going to fall.
Please be careful. I've been bumping into walls and stuff. . . and that was before I took the sleep meds and the pain meds yesterday. Lack of sleep is not good for your coordination and balance, particularly when you already had problems in those areas to begin with. :heart:
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They haven't forgotten when they were worshiped like gods in Egypt. In fact, they probably still think they're being worshiped like gods. . . OK, a lot of places they probably ARE still being worshiped like gods! :pfff:
My house comes to mind!
Still trying to get my mom to make rum balls lol. So trying too get it... don't think it'll work though
Perhaps you should just get some Oreos, and dunk them in rum??
 
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Me, too. I hope that you are as well as possible.

Anyone who says that is not human, and especially not family. I am just so sorry that you must endure such verbal violence!

Glad that you got it done without getting hurt!

My house comes to mind!

Perhaps you should just get some Oreos, and dunk them in rum??
I'm more likely to take rum, put it in cherry coke, and get drunk rofl.

Just wanted a legit excuse to have rum on breath during night so there weren't questions lol.
 
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