MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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My cat is curled up sleeping next to me and I'm just over here like I wish I could go back to sleep as easily as you do.
Alright, I'm going to try to crash so if you don't hear from me that's what happened. lol
Good luck.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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My cat is curled up sleeping next to me and I'm just over here like I wish I could go back to sleep as easily as you do.

Good luck.

I know right?! Cats have it so easy!
Thanks, I'm taking my lithium so eventually it'll at least knock me out I hope.
I found an unopened fun sized Milky Way under my pillow. I guess past me wanted future me to have a snack before bed? Wtf.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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I know right?! Cats have it so easy!
Thanks, I'm taking my lithium so eventually it'll at least knock me out I hope.
I found an unopened fun sized Milky Way under my pillow. I guess past me wanted future me to have a snack before bed? Wtf.
I'm envious of your past you. I wish my past me was that nice lol.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Showered and Brushed teeth
Took asthma meds (felt it coming on)
Cleaned cat dishes (Still need to clean the box)
Got some real job work done. Doing more
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
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Showered and Brushed teeth
Took asthma meds (felt it coming on)
Cleaned cat dishes (Still need to clean the box)
Got some real job work done. Doing more

I would love a cat, but they take over the house, leave fur every where and boss humans around!
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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holy crap just went to bathroom, just dizzy as hell.... need to walk to front of building and I"m in the back....

ok... I can do this.....
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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holy crap just went to bathroom, just dizzy as hell.... need to walk to front of building and I"m in the back....

ok... I can do this.....
Eat something! Blood sugar is down.
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Eat something! Blood sugar is down.
I ate like half a box of salted chese crackers after not eating since noon yesterday... and stupidly taking 3 pills that could drop bp/pulse.... but still a tad off. I made it there and back!

I had to talk to a coworker that also works at... lol.... a hospital lol... he's a registration person.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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I'm up
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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Molly just threw up on me and the bed. I don't want to wash my comforter!
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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omg... I might be able to have almost everything I need done wrapped up by the first week of feb! I might get all answers I need for everything by then too!
 
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MysticPerception

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I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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I can't wake up at all. I'm gonna go force myself to do the dishes. Ugh wish my body didn't feel so sluggish even after breakfast.
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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I gotta go see my nurse practitioner today. Probably for the last time because he's just too far from my house (50 min drive)
 
Carina

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I gotta go see my nurse practitioner today. Probably for the last time because he's just too far from my house (50 min drive)
That's a long drive for a doctor. Or at least it seems that way to me now.

Granted my doctors used to be 40 minutes from me because it was almost needed. Now they're like 2 minutes away, 45 seconds if traffic is good.
 
Squiddy

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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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That's a long drive for a doctor. Or at least it seems that way to me now.

Granted my doctors used to be 40 minutes from me because it was almost needed. Now they're like 2 minutes away, 45 seconds if traffic is good.
I have a psychiatrist only 20 mins away from my house, but I had to stop seeing him due to not being able to afford him, but I can start seeing again now that I'm on disability.
 
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Jean4

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Root

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Sep 15, 2019
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@Root how are you doing???
I haven't been feeling good. Right now I'm a bit better because I got a roommate and she's nice. But overall not good. I'm just hoping they would let me out alone so I can die. They probably won't though. I have a new plan that I can do when they let me out.

How are you?
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I haven't been feeling good. Right now I'm a bit better because I got a roommate and she's nice. But overall not good. I'm just hoping they would let me out alone so I can die. They probably won't though. I have a new plan that I can do when they let me out.

How are you?
We are all missing you!!! Just know you aren't forgotten :heart:
 
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Jean4

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Breathing is BLAH today. May need to use a stronger pump.
@MysticPerception .... why I am calling you? Oh I don't know. Just because I can!!! :blarg:
 
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MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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Breathing is BLAH today. May need to use a stronger pump.
@MysticPerception .... why I am calling you? Oh I don't know. Just because I can!!! :blarg:
The call is kinda pointless when I'm standing right next to you. I watch the thread like a hawk sometimes lol.
 
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The call is kinda pointless when I'm standing right next to you. I watch the thread like a hawk sometimes lol.
I'm at work and I have this thread up on one of my monitors on top of my mail lol
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Does anyone really exist? I mean what if none of us do, and we're all just a program in a simulation... and this is a program designed to see how real people would react... and this is some real human's idea of fun, while we're tortured for their pleasure....
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Does anyone really exist? I mean what if none of us do, and we're all just a program in a simulation... and this is a program designed to see how real people would react... and this is some real human's idea of fun, while we're tortured for their pleasure....
I don't, because my cooking can't be real.
 
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