The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm surrounded by transportation methods lol. Actually I took a bus to DC a few years ago.

Whoa now, you might catch alot of scorn here for that talk hahaha.

 

[throwaway123]

Don't forget the bacon, sausage, and coffee! I'll take a side of white bread toast too!

How are you feeling Squidmeister?Hangover?

you are so full of life and love, what are you doing in a place like this...

 

[Carina]

They put a suicide fence by the George Washington Bridge :(

Probably due to the liability. Lawsuits. People sueing for witnessing things. And well just the prevention.

Whoa now, you might catch alot of scorn here for that talk hahaha.

It was with a lot of women lol.

I was mainly wanting to see DC for once as I had never seen the place ever before.

 

[BooGirl]

@Brick In The Wall your pfp is hypnotic

 

[Brick In The Wall]

@Brick In The Wall your pfp is hypnotic

I've gotten mixed feelings on it honestly, love hate type thing. But BPD_LE told me to keep it so It's not going anywhere.

 

[Jean4]

you are so full of life and love, what are you doing in a place like this...

Because I want to die and life sucks... just like everyone else. The real world isn't this forum. If it was, none of us would be here..., and thank you so much for the kind words.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Because I want to die and life sucks... just like everyone else. The real world isn't this forum. If it was, none of us would be here..., and thank you so much for the kind words.

You're not going anywhere! You're like the resident mother goose. We need you just as much as you always say that you need us!

 

[Jean4]

You're not going anywhere! You're like the resident mother goose. We need you just as much as you always say that you need us!

Then you have to stay and watch me. @Sensei is already doing so.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Then you have to stay and watch me. @Sensei is already doing so.

See!? I'm not going anywhere yet. I'll make sure you take your meds n shit too!

 

[Carina]

Because I want to die and life sucks... just like everyone else. The real world isn't this forum. If it was, none of us would be here..., and thank you so much for the kind words.

That's the one thing about this place.... it's so easy to forget that a lot/most of us basically want to die, life sucks/etc. Not saying we hide it well, but we're all generally so comfortable with just casually saying things, joking, making comments, or just not hiding it, that it's normal--that we almost forget....

Until the actual goodbye posts... then it's like a 'oh, yeah.... '


And yeah, you're like not allowed to leave Isn't that like a rule or something?

 

[Jean4]

Shhhhhhh

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Shhhhhhh

Alright it's settled then. Natural causes it is.

 

[Jean4]

That's the one thing about this place.... it's so easy to forget that a lot/most of us basically want to die, life sucks/etc. Not saying we hide it well, but we're all generally so comfortable with just casually saying things, joking, making comments, or just not hiding it, that it's normal--that we almost forget....

Until the actual goodbye posts... then it's like a 'oh, yeah.... '


And yeah, you're like not allowed to leave Isn't that like a rule or something?

Yup. People have a choice. Go to Stan or stay with me. ;)

@Brick In The Wall something weird happened yesterday.

I was freaking out because the forum was down and I feared missing Moon (thanks Stan for knocking down the forum)

We got back on time, and I wrote on Stan's wall she was coming and I was talking to him.

A little after she drank the SN, I heard wind chimes.

I live in a New York apartment.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Yup. People have a choice. Go to Stan or stay with me. ;)

@Brick In The Wall something weird happened yesterday.

I was freaking out because the forum was down and I feared missing Moon (thanks Stan for knocking down the forum)

We got back on time, and I wrote on Stan's wall she was coming and I was talking to him.

A little after she drank the SN, I heard wind chimes.

I live in a New York apartment.

I don't believe in weird coincidences. You know exactly what that was. I freak out a bit too when this place goes down as well.

 

[Carina]

I don't believe in weird coincidences. You know exactly what that was. I freak out a bit too when this place goes down as well.

I may have panicic'd and stress posted in discord.... a lot....

it was a really odd outage compared to other times.

 

[Jean4]

I don't believe in weird coincidences. You know exactly what that was. I freak out a bit too when this place goes down as well.

I do. And yes I believe.... and only the people here would understand. The outside world would have us hospitalized lol.

 

[Carina]

I do. And yes I believe.... and only the people here would understand. The outside world would have us hospitalized lol.

The outside would would have us hospitilized for so many things we'd never see sunlight lol well... kind of

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I may have panicic'd and stress posted in discord.... a lot....

it was a really odd outage compared to other times.

You and everyone else here haha. Don't worry though this place is safe and isn't going anywhere trust me. I know a bit about the history and security here.

I do. And yes I believe.... and only the people here would understand. The outside world would have us hospitalized lol.

I believe too Jean. I think about the users here almost everyday in the real world. How the ones who've passed are looking on us and know our full stories now. All the anonymity being gone at that point.

There's something much greater then what we see here. I may catch some flak for saying that as alot of us have lost their faith and their way. But I truly believe in it and I think science will catch up soon to prove I'm right.

 

[BooGirl]

There's something much greater then what we see here. I may catch some flak for saying that as alot of us have lost their faith and their way. But I truly believe in it and I think science will catch up soon to prove I'm right.

I really, truly, hope so.

 

[Jean4]

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I really, truly, hope so.

You don't have to hope. There is, save the hope for getting better sweets. You're too young for this place honestly. Keep the option at hand but really PUSH through all the bullshit.

 

[Carina]

You and everyone else here haha. Don't worry though this place is safe and isn't going anywhere trust me. I know a bit about the history and security here.



I believe too Jean. I think about the users here almost everyday in the real world. How the ones who've passed are looking on us and know our full stories now. All the anonymity being gone at that point.

There's something much greater then what we see here. I may catch some flak for saying that as alot of us have lost their faith and their way. But I truly believe in it and I think science will catch up soon to prove I'm right.

Really I've never had faith.... but after seeing the people here, I really hope there's something so that maybe they'd be able to have happiness after since it was taken from them here.
Ironically in things where religious said something I saw after previous attempts they were like 'you saw the afterlife and god!' but I really didn't want to tell them what I saw (which wasn't nothing). Alternative to me is nothing. To me both were always acceptable.

 

[Jean4]

You don't have to hope. There is, save the hope for getting better sweets. You're too young for this place honestly. Keep the option at hand but really PUSH through all the bullshit.

I have to agree.

 

[Carina]

You don't have to hope. There is, save the hope for getting better sweets. You're too young for this place honestly. Keep the option at hand but really PUSH through all the bullshit.

Yep... I always hope the younger ones can live longer too.

 

[BooGirl]

yayyyyyyy, we back

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Yep... I always hope the younger ones can live longer too.

Carina you good!? We're back up now you can stop scouring discord! Haha

yayyyyyyy, we back

Fucking pro life scum won't leave us alone!

 

[Jean4]

Carina you good!? We're back up now you can stop scouring discord! Haha

Stan is acting up. He wants me out of bed and shower. I am going to shower.

 

[BooGirl]

Fucking pro life scum won't leave us alone!

SO it's not just the site going down on its own?

 

[Carina]

Carina you good!? We're back up now you can stop scouring discord! Haha


Fucking pro life scum won't leave us alone!

Yeah yea... I was busy keeping others company lol

totally believable excuse right?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

SO it's not just the site going down on its own?

Na this place is routinely attacked.