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ojinzo
Specialist
- Feb 21, 2022
- 304
I disagree. It's not like the post says his contact information, etc. It took me six hours of investigating, searching, downloading, and actually reading the book for me to find the information I need. I have tears in my eyes as I write this because I am tired of suffering! I'm sick of it! I am also sick and freaking tired of how hard it is to peacefully ctb on this planet. I pray to God d responds to me and I'm able to acquire what I need to get off this evil planet. I pray so hard. This post exposes nothing. Rather, it is a map to a destination and of you are desperate enough and have a brain, you will find what you are looking for. How dare you insinuate this author endangers D.
I am grateful.
He replied to me that I should write him starting from the 10th of July, so obviously he doesn't have N yet.
ojinzo
Specialist
- Feb 21, 2022
- 304
I think I've been in touch with the right D and I sent my money today. I pray this is not a scam. If it is, I guess I deserve it. Just one more reason why I want to leave this planet. If not, I will be so grateful to receive my package. I plan to rent a nice hotel room, order a delicious steak dinner the night before, and do the deed the next night. I will leave my work ID by my body. I'm torn about leaving a note. On the one have I don't want to leave this planet making anymore feel guilty and on the other hand, I do want to give a big middle finger to those who were suppose to protect me. I'm any event, I just sent a shit load of cash and I hope it was worth it. 
Thanks for the post, ojinzo. Please keep us updated. I've spent so many weeks researching only to then find that D is getting seized. Wouldn't care about that but wouldn't be able to deal with a home visit from LE. I have roommates, and don't own my home. I am hoping it gets to you without a snap. Please keep us updated - I live in a nearby state to you.I think I've been in touch with the right D and I sent my money today. I pray this is not a scam. If it is, I guess I deserve it. Just one more reason why I want to leave this planet. If not, I will be so grateful to receive my package. I plan to rent a nice hotel room, order a delicious steak dinner the night before, and do the deed the next night. I will leave my work ID by my body. I'm torn about leaving a note. On the one have I don't want to leave this planet making anymore feel guilty and on the other hand, I do want to give a big middle finger to those who were suppose to protect me. I'm any event, I just sent a shit load of cash and I hope it was worth it.
Someone in another thread said that hydroxyzine potentiates barbiturates. Does anybody know anything about hydroxyzine and N interaction?
It might be better to just message them and ask rather than waiting for 3rd party info. Seems like that would be the most reliable.
If you know how to contact them you should ask them directly rather than getting 3rd or 4th hand information.
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That was me. It's on the Wikipedia page for hydroxyzine. It's sedating a bit so makes sense it would potentiate.
Just wanted to say that the metal ring on the N bottles is not that easy to get off as Nitschke shows on the video that's been posted around. I mean it's not impossible but it's not that easy either and requires some manoeuvring and perhaps a bit of strength.
I've got Covid. It's day four and I don't see much improvement. I'm very scared and I feel weak. I'm afraid that I'll get so weak I won't be able to Ctb properly so I just went ahead and cut into the metal ring on one of the bottles just in case, so if this disease pushes me over the edge it's a lot easier for me to do what I need to do. I have not removed the metal ring completely and I have not touched the rubber stopper. But I tell you, it wasn't as easy as the video made it look. Just a PSA in case anyone has trouble with strength or dexterity and is afraid it's just going to get worse.
I've got Covid. It's day four and I don't see much improvement. I'm very scared and I feel weak. I'm afraid that I'll get so weak I won't be able to Ctb properly so I just went ahead and cut into the metal ring on one of the bottles just in case, so if this disease pushes me over the edge it's a lot easier for me to do what I need to do. I have not removed the metal ring completely and I have not touched the rubber stopper. But I tell you, it wasn't as easy as the video made it look. Just a PSA in case anyone has trouble with strength or dexterity and is afraid it's just going to get worse.
I've kept my bottle in a dark, cool place, stable temp. However I took it out today and when I shake the bottle it does become cloudy... is that precipitation people speak of or are those just a lot of teeny tiny air bubbles? God I'm so dumb, I wish the bottle was clearer so I could more easily tell if they were solid particles... because right now they do look solid. :/ Or should you only be worried if there's particles even without shaking?
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wljourney
Waiting for the bus
- Apr 2, 2022
- 1,389
What do you mean with disponibility?
If D doesn't answer, he either doesn't have stock or your emails are too long/difficult to understand. Remember to keep it short. English is not his mother language. Use simple words and don't email him too often. He'll stop responding if you waste his time.
hankbank3928
Student
- Dec 30, 2021
- 186
No, but I find it hard to tell with the colour of the bottle. It definitely looks clearer I woul d say, but a post I had found said that the particles would gather at the bottom so you'd have to shake first
Yes. I made payment today and am holding thumbs that it arrives safely. I cannot explain how anxious and stressed I am.
Apparently it's a French/English mashup meaning availability. D's probably like ¿que?
Update: D notified me that they received payment in good order and notified me that the package will be sent in the next day, with tracking. Cannot wait for tracking, then I will be able to see an ETA.
Yes, D has stock. I made payment yesterday and will receive a tracking number in the near future.
ojinzo
Specialist
- Feb 21, 2022
- 304
I am so sorry that happened. Perhaps you got the wrong email address and fell prey to a scammer, or perhaps D is yet to reply. I would advise being patient and not jumping to any conclusions until two/three weeks after payment. Some people have noticed that sometimes D goes silent after payment, does not send a tracking number, but the product still arrives after a few weeks. If I may ask, when did you make payment? And did you specifically ask for a tracking number? I asked for one and D said that once the gift is sent, I would reveive one.
ojinzo
Specialist
- Feb 21, 2022
- 304
I got a reply... Finally!!!!
Disregard!!!! I finally got a reply
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ojinzo
Specialist
- Feb 21, 2022
- 304
Has anyone in India acquired N ? I mean I do have SN and also the apparatus for Nitrogen ready but when the time comes I will prefer N for the reliability and quick relief that it offers.
I don't know, honestly. From what I've been reading, WITH THE LAST SHIPMENT-NOT THIS ONE, some in the U.S. received the gift without a problem. Others, have it seized and "sometimes" have a visit. There's a lot posted about it on these threads. Thing is, I'm so happy to hear that it's on the way. I haven't read anything about this latest round, though. Edit: BUT I am NOT saying yours will get seized. Please excuse. Please keep us updated.
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buscatcher
Member
- Dec 2, 2021
- 12
Been a member for a while but haven't posted much not sure if I have dm privileges but could someone try to dm me to confirm if I have the correct D email adress
ForceUser101
Member
- May 29, 2022
- 29
Update: I woke up this morning to see a response from D. D sent me a tracking number and I have access to updates regarding the shipping progress. Not sure if I should mention estimated time of arrival for privacy reasons. I am hoping that it makes it past Australian customs. If it gets seized I will be very unhappy and feel even more trapped.
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