ojinzo

ojinzo

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Feb 21, 2022
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I know you're trying to helpful and a lot of this info is good, and I may be paranoid, but some of this seems to include a little too much specifics and details that D may not want out there.
I disagree. It's not like the post says his contact information, etc. It took me six hours of investigating, searching, downloading, and actually reading the book for me to find the information I need. I have tears in my eyes as I write this because I am tired of suffering! I'm sick of it! I am also sick and freaking tired of how hard it is to peacefully ctb on this planet. I pray to God d responds to me and I'm able to acquire what I need to get off this evil planet. I pray so hard. This post exposes nothing. Rather, it is a map to a destination and of you are desperate enough and have a brain, you will find what you are looking for. How dare you insinuate this author endangers D. 😒 I am grateful.
 
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Sobreviviente

Member
Jun 4, 2022
60
Bump, is there an answer from D?
He replied to me that I should write him starting from the 10th of July, so obviously he doesn't have N yet.
 
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ojinzo

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Feb 21, 2022
304
I think I've been in touch with the right D and I sent my money today. I pray this is not a scam. If it is, I guess I deserve it. Just one more reason why I want to leave this planet. If not, I will be so grateful to receive my package. I plan to rent a nice hotel room, order a delicious steak dinner the night before, and do the deed the next night. I will leave my work ID by my body. I'm torn about leaving a note. On the one have I don't want to leave this planet making anymore feel guilty and on the other hand, I do want to give a big middle finger to those who were suppose to protect me. I'm any event, I just sent a shit load of cash and I hope it was worth it. 🙏
 
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Theanswer

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Jun 26, 2022
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I think I've been in touch with the right D and I sent my money today. I pray this is not a scam. If it is, I guess I deserve it. Just one more reason why I want to leave this planet. If not, I will be so grateful to receive my package. I plan to rent a nice hotel room, order a delicious steak dinner the night before, and do the deed the next night. I will leave my work ID by my body. I'm torn about leaving a note. On the one have I don't want to leave this planet making anymore feel guilty and on the other hand, I do want to give a big middle finger to those who were suppose to protect me. I'm any event, I just sent a shit load of cash and I hope it was worth it. 🙏
Thanks for the post, ojinzo. Please keep us updated. I've spent so many weeks researching only to then find that D is getting seized. Wouldn't care about that but wouldn't be able to deal with a home visit from LE. I have roommates, and don't own my home. I am hoping it gets to you without a snap. Please keep us updated - I live in a nearby state to you.
 
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Nigh

Experienced
Oct 12, 2020
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Someone in another thread said that hydroxyzine potentiates barbiturates. Does anybody know anything about hydroxyzine and N interaction?
 
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Medicmedic72

Buying a bus ticket
Jun 6, 2022
203
any news?
It might be better to just message them and ask rather than waiting for 3rd party info. Seems like that would be the most reliable.
Anyone know if D has stock?
If you know how to contact them you should ask them directly rather than getting 3rd or 4th hand information.
 
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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
279
Thanks for the post, ojinzo. Please keep us updated. I've spent so many weeks researching only to then find that D is getting seized. Wouldn't care about that but wouldn't be able to deal with a home visit from LE. I have roommates, and don't own my home. I am hoping it gets to you without a snap. Please keep us updated - I live in a nearby state to you.
Because you previously posted where you are located. : )
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
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Someone in another thread said that hydroxyzine potentiates barbiturates. Does anybody know anything about hydroxyzine and N interaction?
That was me. It's on the Wikipedia page for hydroxyzine. It's sedating a bit so makes sense it would potentiate.
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
Just wanted to say that the metal ring on the N bottles is not that easy to get off as Nitschke shows on the video that's been posted around. I mean it's not impossible but it's not that easy either and requires some manoeuvring and perhaps a bit of strength.

I've got Covid. It's day four and I don't see much improvement. I'm very scared and I feel weak. I'm afraid that I'll get so weak I won't be able to Ctb properly so I just went ahead and cut into the metal ring on one of the bottles just in case, so if this disease pushes me over the edge it's a lot easier for me to do what I need to do. I have not removed the metal ring completely and I have not touched the rubber stopper. But I tell you, it wasn't as easy as the video made it look. Just a PSA in case anyone has trouble with strength or dexterity and is afraid it's just going to get worse.
 
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Inteoop

Jul 23, 2021
688
I've kept my bottle in a dark, cool place, stable temp. However I took it out today and when I shake the bottle it does become cloudy... is that precipitation people speak of or are those just a lot of teeny tiny air bubbles? God I'm so dumb, I wish the bottle was clearer so I could more easily tell if they were solid particles... because right now they do look solid. :/ Or should you only be worried if there's particles even without shaking?
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Any news about N disponibility? D don't answer me
What do you mean with disponibility?

If D doesn't answer, he either doesn't have stock or your emails are too long/difficult to understand. Remember to keep it short. English is not his mother language. Use simple words and don't email him too often. He'll stop responding if you waste his time.
 
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hankbank3928

Student
Dec 30, 2021
186
I've kept my bottle in a dark, cool place, stable temp. However I took it out today and when I shake the bottle it does become cloudy... is that precipitation people speak of or are those just a lot of teeny tiny air bubbles? God I'm so dumb, I wish the bottle was clearer so I could more easily tell if they were solid particles... because right now they do look solid. :/ Or should you only be worried if there's particles even without shaking?
Is it cloudy without shaking it?
 
Inteoop

Inteoop

Jul 23, 2021
688
Is it cloudy without shaking it?
No, but I find it hard to tell with the colour of the bottle. It definitely looks clearer I woul d say, but a post I had found said that the particles would gather at the bottom so you'd have to shake first
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

Member
Jul 9, 2022
34
Update: D notified me that they received payment in good order and notified me that the package will be sent in the next day, with tracking. Cannot wait for tracking, then I will be able to see an ETA.
Anyone know if D has stock?
Yes, D has stock. I made payment yesterday and will receive a tracking number in the near future.
 
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ojinzo

ojinzo

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Feb 21, 2022
304
Update: D notified me that they received payment in good order and notified me that the package will be sent in the next day, with tracking. Cannot wait for tracking, then I will be able to see an ETA.

Yes, D has stock. I made payment yesterday and will receive a tracking number in the near future.
Lucky you. He took my fucking money and never replied
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

Member
Jul 9, 2022
34
Lucky you. He took my fucking money and never replied
I am so sorry that happened. Perhaps you got the wrong email address and fell prey to a scammer, or perhaps D is yet to reply. I would advise being patient and not jumping to any conclusions until two/three weeks after payment. Some people have noticed that sometimes D goes silent after payment, does not send a tracking number, but the product still arrives after a few weeks. If I may ask, when did you make payment? And did you specifically ask for a tracking number? I asked for one and D said that once the gift is sent, I would reveive one.
 
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ojinzo

Specialist
Feb 21, 2022
304
I am so sorry that happened. Perhaps you got the wrong email address and fell prey to a scammer, or perhaps D is yet to reply. I would advise being patient and not jumping to any conclusions until two/three weeks after payment. Some people have noticed that sometimes D goes silent after payment, does not send a tracking number, but the product still arrives after a few weeks. If I may ask, when did you make payment? And did you specifically ask for a tracking number? I asked for one and D said that once the gift is sent, I would reveive one.
I got a reply... Finally!!!!
Lucky you. He took my fucking money and never replied
Disregard!!!! I finally got a reply
 
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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
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I got a reply... Finally!!!!

Disregard!!!! I finally got a reply
Effing great to hear!!
Thanks for the post, ojinzo. Please keep us updated. I've spent so many weeks researching only to then find that D is getting seized. Wouldn't care about that but wouldn't be able to deal with a home visit from LE. I have roommates, and don't own my home. I am hoping it gets to you without a snap. Please keep us updated - I live in a nearby state to you.
Edit: ...that "N" is getting seized.
 
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hdahsa

Member
Jul 25, 2021
57
Has anyone in India acquired N ? I mean I do have SN and also the apparatus for Nitrogen ready but when the time comes I will prefer N for the reliability and quick relief that it offers.
 
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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
279
I think so. Do you think I'll get in trouble?
I don't know, honestly. From what I've been reading, WITH THE LAST SHIPMENT-NOT THIS ONE, some in the U.S. received the gift without a problem. Others, have it seized and "sometimes" have a visit. There's a lot posted about it on these threads. Thing is, I'm so happy to hear that it's on the way. I haven't read anything about this latest round, though. Edit: BUT I am NOT saying yours will get seized. Please excuse. Please keep us updated.
 
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buscatcher

Member
Dec 2, 2021
12
Been a member for a while but haven't posted much not sure if I have dm privileges but could someone try to dm me to confirm if I have the correct D email adress
 
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ForceUser101

Member
May 29, 2022
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Can someone please Pm me the correct address real quick aswell?
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

Member
Jul 9, 2022
34
Update: I woke up this morning to see a response from D. D sent me a tracking number and I have access to updates regarding the shipping progress. Not sure if I should mention estimated time of arrival for privacy reasons. I am hoping that it makes it past Australian customs. If it gets seized I will be very unhappy and feel even more trapped.
 
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