The last introduction

[UnwindingStar]

Good day. I'm UnwindingStar. I am a broken human stuck in a broken justice system and world. To give myself some credit, I've been abused and attempted suicide before. It was a serious and painful attempt and I don't want to repeat it (the painful part). But I cannot really say I won't repeat a suicide attempt. I have a gnawing feeling that suicide is the way I'm gonna go. Anyways, I don't want to turn this into a venting post so here's something:

I like video games and anime.
I am here to seek options.
I am willing to try anything.

Good day again.

 

[depressedpuppy666]

Welcome hope you find the information and methods you seek

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you've been through, existence really is so hellish and I see it as being inhumane how we are denied the option to leave this world reliably in peace, it terrifies me how suicide attempts can potentially go wrong and lead to more unnecessary suffering.

 

[UnwindingStar]

That sounds really horrible what you've been through, existence really is so hellish and I see it as being inhumane how we are denied the option to leave this world reliably in peace, it terrifies me how suicide attempts can potentially go wrong and lead to more unnecessary suffering.

What scares me is the fact that if it goes all wrong there are people who will fight to keep you alive afterwards. Scary!