Venting The internet is all i have

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

I hate my real life, i hate everyone. I hate that people are together when I'm alone but online it's only me who isn't alone. I get attention, people find me cute. I post videos, sometimes funny ones and sometimes of me. People like my ideas and my face, it makes me happy. People are sad and they voice it, no one is normal or weird on my phone because it's a whole different world. I'm addicted but I'm happy, i would kill myself with no hesitation if i had to give up the internet. I know i sound horribly creepy but i need my phone to survive, i can't have it any other way. I need this website and i need the attention or else I'll die, i need a distraction

 

[ma0]

I can say for absolute certainty that this site is the only place where I can actually be honest. Literally everywhere else I either have to bend the truth or lie outright.

 

[billie]

without sasu i feel lonely because i have friends here

 

[KillingPain267]

Same. The internet gets me distracted from my own mind. I don't believe it's a real addiction though like people say.

 

[Forever Sleep]

It doesn't sound weird at all. I think we all need some connection and approval. I don't consider myself a social person in real life but, I'd really struggle without this place. Maybe it's not all together healthy. I don't know. Maybe having nothing would force me out into the world which might be better in the long-term but, I'm not so sure really.

 

[divinemistress87]

I'm on my phone like 12 hours a day Im addicted I hate the real world

 

[Autumn_Stars]

The Internet is important to me too. My ex sold my car and kept the money and everything here is spaced far apart. I check my finances constantly because some hozebag stole my identity in my 20s. After I started my career I wrote term papers for people until ChatGPT and the MS affected my typing. I know how addictive it can be but I suggest a thirty minute walk. They have found that mild exercise is just as effective as AD.

 

[sad.lgbtq]

Having online friends was so nice, back when I had some! I'm glad you still have that!!!

 

[Peter Skellern]

I'm on my phone like 12 hours a day Im addicted I hate the real world

Lots of us are I'm sure.

 

[divinemistress87]

Lots of us are I'm sure.

Thank you I feel less alone

 

[Peter Skellern]

Thank you I feel less alone

Behave. You're far from alone in that regard.