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my god, my god, why have you forsaken me?
Jul 10, 2026
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i find myself often missing those who've groomed in the past, even when i was kid. i sometimes even miss the people who've sa'd me. and physically abused me. i feel disgusting, i know i just crave attention. i always want it, and i find myself doing anything for it. i'll talk to people i don't really like just for it. i'm beyond selfish, i don't deserve my life.

whenever i'm alone i just want them to come back to me , even if it's been years. i'm attached to so many people i shouldn't be.
and then 2 seconds later i hate them LOL
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