Rational man
Enlightened
- Oct 19, 2021
- 1,461
Yes, in October 2021 I was ready to ctb, at 30O feet ciffs near to where I live. I had it planned precisely until I joined this group. I felt desperately alone having been told by specialists that my body is basically malfunctioning, I think following the c19 treatment. Though im in pain much of the time, i take pregabalin to help me along with drugs to stabilise the gut malfunctioning. I don't know how long I have but for now im alive until I cease to live. I wanted to say that ive connected with many wise people here who have helped me in ways I didnt understand at the time. Ive learned more about me in the previous two Years than at any time before. So thankyou to everyone for your kindness and empathy. I hope I can show the same kindness and wisdom.
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