The end

[nothingmakessense]

I tried to kill myself so many times. It's not easy.
I'm ready to go. I'm in an inescapable hell I can't even describe. Think "completely physically and mentally tortured to death."
I need ppl to talk to. I don't know anyone mentally and physically ill both. Is anyone here extremely physically ill?

Losing my body. Losing my mind. Lost everything.

I can't walk and can barely move now so suicide is much harder.

Really need support from people who get it.

 

[Griever]

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel and horrible to me how there's all this suffering and torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it really sounds like you've suffered so much, I hope that you find the peace you search for.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry for your situation. There is a megathread here for people suffering with chronic illness. Hopefully, you will find members who truly understand there:

Chronic Illnesses and Physical Diseases Megathread

I have encountered multiple members here who, like myself, have chronic conditions and illnesses. I have met members here with a variety of physical diseases (chronic, terminal or otherwise). I thought it would be useful to have a specific thread for that and a space where people can talk about...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[nothingmakessense]

I'm so sorry for your situation. There is a megathread here for people suffering with chronic illness. Hopefully, you will find members who truly understand there:

Chronic Illnesses and Physical Diseases Megathread

I have encountered multiple members here who, like myself, have chronic conditions and illnesses. I have met members here with a variety of physical diseases (chronic, terminal or otherwise). I thought it would be useful to have a specific thread for that and a space where people can talk about...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Thank you, I'm new ans trying to navigate things here.