The end for me

[Natbee]

Hi
I am from Brisbane Australia and I have been dealing with mental health issues quiet severe this year, I've had four attempts
I've tried to jump off two bridges as well as digesting over 60 tablets and my body somehow just didn't react and then I was given charcoal by force in hospital. The hospital is at ends on what to do with me. I've been in hospital so much. Nothing seems to work.
Now when I get sent to hospital on a treatment, order the Mental Health workers I don't even get the psychiatrist. They just sent me home after six or 12 hours.
My psychiatrist is trying everything to help me, but every antidepressant he puts me on my body just reject it.

I'm looking for ideas and what route I can take to end things that is not painful
You get to a point where you're mentally and physically and emotionally drained and you just want things to end. I have a family and I've been trying my best to get better for them, but I just feel like there's no hope for me, and I am so so tired of feeling like this.

Thank you for reading this x

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Please don't waste your time trying to overdose again.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

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[Galahad]

Hi
I am from Brisbane Australia and I have been dealing with mental health issues quiet severe this year, I've had four attempts
I've tried to jump off two bridges as well as digesting over 60 tablets and my body somehow just didn't react and then I was given charcoal by force in hospital. The hospital is at ends on what to do with me. I've been in hospital so much. Nothing seems to work.
Now when I get sent to hospital on a treatment, order the Mental Health workers I don't even get the psychiatrist. They just sent me home after six or 12 hours.
My psychiatrist is trying everything to help me, but every antidepressant he puts me on my body just reject it.

I'm looking for ideas and what route I can take to end things that is not painful
You get to a point where you're mentally and physically and emotionally drained and you just want things to end. I have a family and I've been trying my best to get better for them, but I just feel like there's no hope for me, and I am so so tired of feeling like this.

Thank you for reading this x

Sorry you're struggling so badly.

Did SI kick in with the bridges or other factors prevented you?

 

[Natbee]

Please don't waste your time trying to overdose again.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

sanctioned-suicide.net

I don't find your comment helpful, I don't know they wouldn't work, I just wanted to numb the pain. I have figured it out now that it won't work successfully hence asking for help or ideas

Sorry you're struggling so badly.

Did SI kick in with the bridges or other factors prevented you?

I couldn't jump both times, the one time I felt ready an elderly lady came and spoke to me for ages and begged me to get off.

 

[itsgone2]

You get to a point where you're mentally and physically and emotionally drained and you just want things to end

Yes. Why must we stay and suffer?

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much in this cruel existence, it's so dreadful to me how there's all this suffering, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.