Venting the 91st hour. i

[bluupup]

it has been 91 hours and 25 minutes since she died. I miss her so much. I cant see the skin on my arm from how many cuts I did last night, I can barely since she died, its been horrible. I cant take this pain. I know I cant CTB, my friends will all feel how I feel right now. it'll just end up in a mass CTB, a domino effect. I just miss her so much. I talk to her ghost all day whenever I'm not around people
I beg her for signs she's listening
I cry and I laugh remembering her jokes
I miss her.

 

[Z0002]

I feel you, my bf died almost 4 years ago and I am all alone now, hope it'll get better for you and you'll find happines <3

 

[bluupup]

I feel you, my bf died almost 4 years ago and I am all alone now, hope it'll get better for you and you'll find happines <3

Im sorry that happened to you :(. I hope the same for you <3

 

[Z0002]

We can talk if you want to... :')