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nitritegirl

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Does anyone know of any attempts, or has anyone considered the "5-Drug Mix" method outlined in the PPEH, and does anyone know any alternatives? This one caught my attention for its apparent peacefulness and reliability. I already have phenobarbital and I could technically get the other drugs mentioned, they are available as prescription medication in my country but I know of a drugstore that sells without prescription. However some of the values seem very unlikely to obtain, such as 15 grams of morphine. Here they sell morphine sulfate in boxes of 50 capsules, each 10 miligrams (500mg per box). That means I'd need to get 30 boxes. That would be extremely expensive and suspicious, and in turn virutally impossible to optain. And that's just one of the drugs mentioned.

Does anyone know of any other alternatives to the mix, maybe involving other drugs or which use less quantity of the drugs?
 
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The whole drug thing is still a foreign language to me, i'm at a newbie level where i at least learned what SN is :ahhha:
But a 29 grams mixture seems... a lot...
 
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i do think some numbers are a bit out of proportion, which sure, I know they want to guarantee lethality and not leave any room for error, but from my searches, it seems like 200 miligrams is already considered a lethal dose of morphine. so 15 grams feels very extreme. (i never used an opioid in my life either so that's not a problem for me). i guess i will continue searching and see what i can do, maybe i'll mix different drugs, maybe i'll use a bit less quantity but i will still try to guarantee the lethality.
 
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Yeah, this seems more like a theoretical curiosity than anything else. I don't know of anyone in the forum's history who's done it.
 
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i might actually try phenobarbital + lorazepam + morphine, maybe with some amitriptyline in the mix. that seems like a good mix and should be lethal and relatively fast. i might do at 500mg morphine, i don't have any dependency on it and most sources i can find say that that a lethal dose begins at 200mg, so along with pheno and lorazepam, it should be enough. still researching but that already seems like a good option for me.
 
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Where do you get phenobarbital? 😭
 
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Where do you get phenobarbital? 😭
my country be crazy (it is available on prescription here, but some drugstores don't care if you don't have one)
 
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Created a post to break down the cost and accessibility of it all ^^


I would consider this not a good method because of those things.
But that is your call to make
 
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Does anyone know of any attempts, or has anyone considered the "5-Drug Mix" method outlined in the PPEH, and does anyone know any alternatives? This one caught my attention for its apparent peacefulness and reliability. I already have phenobarbital and I could technically get the other drugs mentioned, they are available as prescription medication in my country but I know of a drugstore that sells without prescription. However some of the values seem very unlikely to obtain, such as 15 grams of morphine. Here they sell morphine sulfate in boxes of 50 capsules, each 10 miligrams (500mg per box). That means I'd need to get 30 boxes. That would be extremely expensive and suspicious, and in turn virutally impossible to optain. And that's just one of the drugs mentioned.

Does anyone know of any other alternatives to the mix, maybe involving other drugs or which use less quantity of the drugs?
yeah, this one is so appleaing and seems almost simple until you realise its 800 digoxin tablets, likely over 100 amitriptyline tablets... as you mention, heaps of the morphine..... and you're supposed to crush it all up and drink it? I mean, you'd have to be eating it with a spoon I would think....
 
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Does anyone know of any attempts, or has anyone considered the "5-Drug Mix" method outlined in the PPEH, and does anyone know any alternatives? This one caught my attention for its apparent peacefulness and reliability. I already have phenobarbital and I could technically get the other drugs mentioned, they are available as prescription medication in my country but I know of a drugstore that sells without prescription. However some of the values seem very unlikely to obtain, such as 15 grams of morphine. Here they sell morphine sulfate in boxes of 50 capsules, each 10 miligrams (500mg per box). That means I'd need to get 30 boxes. That would be extremely expensive and suspicious, and in turn virutally impossible to optain. And that's just one of the drugs mentioned.

Does anyone know of any other alternatives to the mix, maybe involving other drugs or which use less quantity of the drugs?

Did you look through my posts? I say a lot about it. I'm almost done with a procedure for reducing the 400 tabs of Digoxin to just Digoxin powder (mostly). Then I'll post it.
i do think some numbers are a bit out of proportion, which sure, I know they want to guarantee lethality and not leave any room for error, but from my searches, it seems like 200 miligrams is already considered a lethal dose of morphine. so 15 grams feels very extreme. (i never used an opioid in my life either so that's not a problem for me). i guess i will continue searching and see what i can do, maybe i'll mix different drugs, maybe i'll use a bit less quantity but i will still try to guarantee the lethality.
That's the point. The mixture contains three different ways to get the job done. If one fails, you still have the other two. Also, there are issues with using only opioids that make it potentially not so peaceful.
i might actually try phenobarbital + lorazepam + morphine, maybe with some amitriptyline in the mix. that seems like a good mix and should be lethal and relatively fast. i might do at 500mg morphine, i don't have any dependency on it and most sources i can find say that that a lethal dose begins at 200mg, so along with pheno and lorazepam, it should be enough. still researching but that already seems like a good option for me.
I'm still a little mystified about why the numbers are quite so high. Maybe because it has to account for every situation, like extreme obesity combined with a strong addiction to opioids.
Where do you get phenobarbital? 😭
The DN. In my case, AladinXpress, but shipped from the US.
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yeah, this one is so appleaing and seems almost simple until you realise its 800 digoxin tablets, likely over 100 amitriptyline tablets... as you mention, heaps of the morphine..... and you're supposed to crush it all up and drink it? I mean, you'd have to be eating it with a spoon I would think....
It's 400 tablets, and I'm working on a solution for that.
 
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Did you get it all from the DN ? And is it possible to order internationally from the DN (getting through customs)?

Yep. It all came from the DN. A certain person has been on the DN for years without any problems, including internationally. Just be smart. Go to Dread and read the DNM Bible. Skip the parts that don't apply to you. You're crazy not to. In addition, order from your own country whenever possible, and never order narcotics from another country.

The only market you'll need is Dark Matter. Stick to only the highest rated, oldest vendors. Vendors like DarkPharma have been around for many years and many markets. Their rep. is one of the very best. So good, that when a person had a problem, the vendor actually let them return the product and get a replacement. That's unheard of.

As far as I know, the worst thing that could happen is you get a "love letter." I've never seen one. I rarely hear of anyone getting one.

I'm a proponent of the DN because it does a lot of good for a lot of people. Yes, there are bad guys, especially when it comes to the fraud groups. But there are good people who can get the medications they need for a hell of a lot less than pharmacies. And there are good people in general too.

IMO, the who bad rep. of the DN is because of the Silk Road. It doesn't exist anymore, nor does anything like it. You're only scared the first couple of times. Then it's just like getting any other mail.
 
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