Thank you for accepting me in this forum. Been suecidal a long time. I have SN, antiemedics, valium at hand and I m planning to use it every day, but the fear of failure and pain holds me back. Every day feels like I'm at the edge of a cliff. My life is detoriating every second. Wish I was not here. While here working on my courage to get it done.
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MidnightDream
Warlock
- Sep 5, 2022
- 740
Hey, welcome to the site. I'm really sorry for whatever's brought you to this point, but I'm glad you've found us. Sending you so much love and peaceHello and welcome! It is so darn nice having you here. Hopefully you find everything and everyone as helpful as it has been for me.
SS is just so non-judgmental, caring and kind.
Again, welcome and sending you lots of well wishes, caring and have a great upcoming weekend.
Walter
evolutionerror
Corrupted DNA
- Sep 5, 2022
- 46
Welcome aboard. I can relate to how you're feeling, I'm sure a lot of people here can. Everyday I wake up and it's almost the first thing I think about. When the time is right you'll be ready.
Wishing you the best, have a good weekend.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,329
This life really can be so cruel and I get that it can be so dreadful when life just continues to get worse, day after day. I understand your wish to be free from this world. At least you have the option of a way to leave for when the time feels right but I know that it can be a difficult situation to be in when all that you want is to be gone, yet you have fears associated with ctb. Dying really isn't easy after all. I wish you the best.
Maudlin
Specialist
- Dec 10, 2021
- 355
I can relate. I have the means, I have the ends... Just not the will (yet).
I keep telling myself I'm just working out the details. Telling myself to take my time.
Time hurts.
HermitLonerGuy
Warlock
- Sep 28, 2022
- 707
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