I'm so terrified of surviving an SN attempt. I've already survived a heroin + alcohol overdose last year and it was awful. I was extremely lucky to have been rescued quickly enough before severe brain damage set in. I was also lucky that none of the ICU doctors and nurses suspected my overdose had a suicidal intent, otherwise I would've been involuntarily committed to the local psych ward for months, which is a hellish facility where I live and often deals with complaints of human rights abuses. This time I wanna prepare better for it and rent a motel room for 6 hours and follow the PPeH protocol down to a T, with a 25mg dose of crushed xanax pills to pass out quickly after taking the SN. What are the chances it could fail?
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