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lovelydove

lovelydove

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May 27, 2024
20
what did you eat today? did you go anywhere? did you go to work or class? did you buy anything? did you stay at home? did you talk to anyone? did you play with your pets? did you sleep all day? did you have a bad day or a good day?

tell me whatever you did today.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
333
i ate a bag of chips and nothing else which is maybe not good but i dont feel like making or getting food. i also have a bag of chocolate caramels i could eat. maybe i will get real food later. i didnt go anywhere or have work or class because the semester just ended and the last thing i had to do for school was yesterday. it was a fun event for a club i'm in but being social is kind of hard. i didn't buy anything but thought about it. i have stayed and home and not talked to anyone although i thought of texting my room mate. i didnt play with my pet but listened to her meowing when i was too tired to get up yet. i slept a lot and played minecraft. i just got back into it, i liked it as a kid but wasn't quite coordinated enough and always gave up on it, but now just a few months ago i decided to start playing it again. there is so much new stuff from when i played as a kid! i just found a lush cave for the first time and got a bunch of tropical fish and the new items that are in it and had fun exploring it and even found a nearby dungeon and got some items and XP from the zombies that were in it. i think my day was quite neutral, mostly i am just releived the semester is over because i am so burnt out and tired. i hope your day went okay and i like your dove picture that you have as the icon.
 
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Breadkey

Member
Mar 2, 2026
73
I keep, thinkingabout , her. I miss her so dearly. I m so fucking scared that she probably already has a boyfriend and leaves me behind she's the only person I like to be with
 
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Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave
Apr 7, 2026
168
I have been listening to "Slow Down" for 19h straight. I always sing along every time I hear "Fuck me like I am famous, I said "Okeey"
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Tired
Mar 14, 2026
253
Slept on and off all day. Ate some instant noodles. Did a load of laundry. Played video games. That's about it. Typical for me as I never do much.
 
1br4h1m

1br4h1m

Member
May 15, 2026
11
i went to the store and got some snacks then came home and slept. i feel super stressed and anxious most days.
 
DoomedDarkCircles

DoomedDarkCircles

Member
Feb 23, 2024
60
Today started well, but ended awful by afternoon. Received some terrible news about my enrollment in college that should be an mistake or misunderstanding by them and I have to go to college to try to solve it tomorrow.
 
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

崩れてゆく前に
Nov 24, 2025
267
what did you eat today? did you go anywhere? did you go to work or class? did you buy anything? did you stay at home? did you talk to anyone? did you play with your pets? did you sleep all day? did you have a bad day or a good day?

tell me whatever you did today.
Well, how about yours?

I went out for a walk-in interview only to hear from the receptionist that the second interview session has been cancelled as early as 11:30 am this morning when it was supposed to go on until 4 pm this afternoon. I dropped my CV and headed back.

:( early bird gets the worm ig
 
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lovelydove

lovelydove

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May 27, 2024
20
Well, how about yours?

I went out for a walk-in interview only to hear from the receptionist that the second interview session has been cancelled as early as 11:30 am this morning when it was supposed to go on until 4 pm this afternoon. I dropped my CV and headed back.

:( early bird gets the worm ig
that's disappointing. i hope you get the next job you try for

my day has been going well. i havent done much today, and ive mostly just been staying in bed, laying with my cats, eating snacks, playing roblox, and watching youtube. its my day off from work, so im just relaxing mostly. i might do some laundry later, but other than that i think ill just be staying home.
 
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acidbath881

acidbath881

The bass the rock the mic the treble
May 22, 2026
7
Sucking so far but it will only get worse because I have to work retail tonight. I did watch my favorite movie Alien again though for the umpteenth time so I enjoyed that. I've only had a banana to eat because it's a safe food for me and I wish I could eat like a normal person.
 
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3spiral

3spiral

menace
Apr 22, 2026
101
I feel sick but it's emotionally
it's almost as if my body was sick but it's my mind
like as if I had gotten an emotional cold lol
things are still going and I can still be present for them but it doesn't stop the back of my mind from feeling sick, for no reason at all
I feel tired and I want to sleep
 
trashhologram

trashhologram

🎀 SLUT - Sexy Lady Under Tremendous Stress 🎀
Dec 15, 2023
535
I went to a brunch at a local eating disorder organisation. It was fun, but I almost couldn't get there because for some reason all my mobile payments are blocked so I couldn't get a bus ticket. My mum sent me some money so I could go.

The brunch was fun and I ate a lot. After that shit hit the fan. Well, I had work and the client was nice. My mom tried to help me with the mobile payments but nothing worked. I was already tired as hell but got to a bus back home. There I saw a teen girl squatting at a seat. I shouted at her, shoved my shoe at her face asking if it was clean and if she wanted to lick it clean.

I was so angry, frustrated and stressed out that I ugly cried at the bus. My mom said that yelling won't help when I wasn't yelling. Mom just called me. I cried and told her what is stressing me out. She said to stop panicking. Yeah, I'll just do that. Just magically calm down. All of the sudden the call went quiet and mom hasn't replied to my text. Like wtf.
 
shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminal
Aug 10, 2025
294
went for a walk with the dog. took a shower. then had a nap until 6pm.
 
boyafraid

boyafraid

Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
96
It's been fun (:

I went to a restaurant with my sister and I talked with my friend (:

Might watch a movie later on too!
 
Heavy_Metals117

Heavy_Metals117

Member
May 24, 2026
19
I went into a supermarket for the first time in years and didn't freak out because I took my sister with me. Went to two different Walmarts in one day. I also went to O'Reillys to get a new alternator because the one I just got was bunk and I had like a 30 second conversation with the person at the checkout which I'm so proud of. I've never done anything like that before and it's been so long since I've been in any store, especially on my own. Today felt like real progress.
 
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byec560

byec560

Member
May 11, 2026
58
Stayed up all night last night. Drew this morning. Snorted a line of Adderall, got an energy drink and went to the library. Studied a language and wrote a little over a page of my thesis before I felt too shitty to continue. Professor declined to sign a letter of recommendation for me so I guess I'll still be unemployed for a while.
I went to a brunch at a local eating disorder organisation. It was fun, but I almost couldn't get there because for some reason all my mobile payments are blocked so I couldn't get a bus ticket. My mum sent me some money so I could go.

The brunch was fun and I ate a lot. After that shit hit the fan. Well, I had work and the client was nice. My mom tried to help me with the mobile payments but nothing worked. I was already tired as hell but got to a bus back home. There I saw a teen girl squatting at a seat. I shouted at her, shoved my shoe at her face asking if it was clean and if she wanted to lick it clean.

I was so angry, frustrated and stressed out that I ugly cried at the bus. My mom said that yelling won't help when I wasn't yelling. Mom just called me. I cried and told her what is stressing me out. She said to stop panicking. Yeah, I'll just do that. Just magically calm down. All of the sudden the call went quiet and mom hasn't replied to my text. Like wtf.
I don't mean this in a judgemental way but in a curious way, why did you shove a shoe in her face?
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,336
Moslty home and just the summer heat isnt helping. Moslty getting busy with work or work at my house if I have the strength to deal with it.

Ive been more anxoius, less appetite, my mind is so foggy.

Some days are torable than others.
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
249
Same as everyday but gets worse every day. Wake up early, bad insomnia and pain so never much sleep. Force myself to eat a tiny bit, take meds with sip water. In unbearable excruciating pain non stop everyday. Nothing helps the pain. Research everyday how I can have the right to die when I can't travel or afford Switzerland. No appetite, stomach pain so severe. Gastroparesis and several serious diseases and degenerative conditions with no cure have destroyed my body and life. I can't do much. I can't enjoy anything. I struggle through each day in brutal pain until I find a way to end it. I will apply for MAid when it's available but wish I didn't have to suffer another day. I really need mercy. I've suffered over 20 years but the last 3 have been torture. I'm in excruciating physical, mental and emotional pain. It's really terrifying to have to live like this. I can't take this brutal pain with no break. Everything you do without thinking about it is difficult for me. I'm always in flight mode feeling so much pain and worried I'm going to end up in a facility being kept alive and losing everything I worked so hard for years to not be in this situation where I have to worry about having nothing. Without my health this bad I wish I could just die now.
 
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
944
Don't mess with me, I did not come to play.
 

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