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CkWo*$4pENQgC@#QP%`

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Mar 24, 2024
21
Held off for a couple of weeks, but after losing my job and things just continuing to get worse, I woke up this morning and decided it was bye bye time

If I don't update in a week, welp
 
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indefinitesleep

indefinitesleep

It is what it is
Jun 29, 2024
133
hope it goes peacefully brother take care
 
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b1cycle

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Jun 9, 2024
67
Hope it goes well for you friend
 
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teniralc21

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Nov 18, 2023
20
Hope you find your peace.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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I hope you find the true peace you deserve.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
474
leave well
 
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Beyond_Repair

Beyond_Repair

Disheartened Ghost
Oct 27, 2023
452
Safe travels, hope it's peaceful
 
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YosemiteGrrl

When will courage be mine
Dec 17, 2023
217
Held off for a couple of weeks, but after losing my job and things just continuing to get worse, I woke up this morning and decided it was bye bye time

If I don't update in a week, welp
@CkWo*$4pENQgC@#QP%` Wishing you a peaceful passage into your next world...are you still with us? Will you share your journey?
 
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Timothy7dff

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Apr 10, 2024
657
How is it going? Did you use an anti-emetic?
 
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CkWo*$4pENQgC@#QP%`

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Mar 24, 2024
21
Hey, gonna do it soon, just finishing invincible with my boyfriend then sneaking off into the bathroom

No anti emetics unfortunately, I know that messes with my chances but from other users it seems like it's still effective
I'll try to update, but admittedly prior to doing it I plan to prioritize scheduling any last messages to loved ones
 
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Kurai

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Jul 23, 2023
241
I hope it goes well and is peaceful for you 💜
 
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Gone soon

Gone soon

Guy who likes wearing womens' clothes
Jun 11, 2024
169
Good luck on your journey
 
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CkWo*$4pENQgC@#QP%`

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Mar 24, 2024
21
Started drinking it, oh god it's so salty
Can barely drink it, took about 1/4th of my 24 oz water bottle, need to sit down, shaking but not super scared
Haha my body is trying to get it out but I won't let it 😈
Haha my body is trying to get it out but I won't let it 😈
 
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betternever2havbeen

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Jun 19, 2022
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Are you still with us? Don't be afraid to back out and call for help if you change your mind.
 
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CkWo*$4pENQgC@#QP%`

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Mar 24, 2024
21
Ofc, im still here

Fadingbout
Gonna lay fown
 
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cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
576
Take care mate 💞
 
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Apr 26, 2024
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Peace and love
 
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CkWo*$4pENQgC@#QP%`

Member
Mar 24, 2024
21
This is okay, I'm ready, it's gonna happen eventually so i m just saving myself the trouble
Feels like a trippy drug
I'm just gonna lay down and sleep, bye bye, if you don't hear from me in a week then I was successful
I'm just gonna lay down and sleep, bye bye, if you don't hear from me in a week then I was successful
 
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dazed.daydreamer

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Jun 26, 2024
68
I hope your travel is comfortable and painless and that you find the peace you're looking for
 
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virtualdreamplaza

(◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)
Jun 30, 2024
32
hope all will go well, good luck
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
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Rest in peace.
 
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kfad95

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Mar 2, 2024
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Living the dream for all us! Hopefully will see you soon on the otherside
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace.
 
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exodusz1

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Jun 16, 2024
5
It sounds like it was very painful to lose your job.

Hope you find true peace.
 
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Feb 13, 2024
250
Hope everything goes well for you, one way or another ❤️🤗
 
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billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
I hope you find the peace you are looking for
 

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