taking sn now

[995]

just dumped like half of my packet of 50g of sn into idk how much water. haven't fasted or taken any other meds. im actually trying to vomit out the food i just binged with this so if i die, bonus hahah fuck this tastes so salty
just gonna sip this slowly
i hope i die :)
this is gonna be embarrassing if i wake up

 

[sharky]

I think that's a bad way to go about taking SN but good luck and hope you find peace

 

[995]

ig ill record the times and stuff... time 11;36

I think that's a bad way to go about taking SN but good luck and hope you find peace

yeah not trying hard to die just want to vomit out my food (bulimia) bcos salt water to vomit is grosser
istg if i don't vomit out this food OR die
every sip tastes worse lol

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.

 

[995]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.

awe that's sweet ty, but i'm probably not going to die :,)

 

[Bedrock48]

Please I beg you not to use sn to vomit. Please call for an ambulance if you are not intending to die from it.

 

[995]

Please I beg you not to use sn to vomit. Please call for an ambulance if you are not intending to die from it.

why

 

[justsurrender]

What you took could kill you, please call an ambulance

 

[Bedrock48]

why

SN is an incredibly dangerous substance people have died accidentally taking. It sounds like a massive gamble to take.

 

[995]

i feel my head pounding a little bit 11:51

What you took could kill you, please call an ambulance

damn , it's not like that's the whole point of me taking it

 

[justsurrender]

Please call an ambulance. Fuck they will probably make you vomit

 

[juraviel]

2g is lethal, the recommended amounts are just for "good measure". if you don't receive immediate help you'll die shortly

 

[995]

strange how online strangers on a fucking suicide website u've never talked to before care more than ppl irl ;,) im crying at the irony rn .
dw guyssss this is just a documentation of how not to ctb... you should probably do the regimen weigh the sn, fast, take antiemetics and all that other meds that were too hard for me to get.

2g is lethal, the recommended amounts are just for "good measure". if you don't receive immediate help you'll die shortly

that's great

 

[Cathy Ames]

So... you know you could both vomit AND die, right? Please reconsider this.

 

[995]

So... you know you could both vomit AND die, right? Please reconsider this.

who let all these mf pro lifers in here wtf

 

[Bedrock48]

strange how online strangers on a fucking suicide website u've never talked to before care more than ppl irl ;,) im crying at the irony rn .
dw guyssss this is just a documentation of how not to ctb... you should probably do the regimen weigh the sn, fast, take antiemetics and all that other meds that were too hard for me to get.

that's great

We're humans after all and most of us have probably gone through more pain than average so it make sense we'd care. And of course I don't want anyone to make a decision they'd regret.

If you are truly wanting to die I wish you peace but if not please call an ambulance before its too late.

 

[995]

12:05 am feeling more tired like my head is drooping a bit.
going to the toilet to pee now.. irrelevant ik but wtv
still havent finished the sn water
omg just saw my reflection in the mirror my lips are so dark

 

[Cathy Ames]

who let all these mf pro lifers in here wtf

yeah not trying hard to die just want to vomit out my food (bulimia)

Yeah. It's not "pro life" to tell someone this is a foolish reason to be taking SN. Good grief.

 

[995]

Yeah. It's not "pro life" to tell someone this is a foolish reason to be taking SN. Good grief.

vomiting is not the only reason im taking sn ?
1. if i dont die cool
2. if i die, also cool
3. im scared im too chicken to take sn so doing it now proves i can do it.
if this "attempt" fails, ik i can definitely do it again PROPERLY later
im bored. how long is this going to take

 

[Shu]

How much have you drank already?

 

[StrangePossum]

I'm sorry that life has brought you so much pain...If you do truly want to die, then I hope you find peace. But if you have any doubts at all, please call an ambulance asap. It is ultimately your decision, but SN is very dangerous, it literally prevents your body from being able to use oxygen, and 25g is more than 10x the lethal dose. Whatever happens, I wish you freedom from suffering and I hope you are able to make the decision that is right for you.

 

[995]

Where my thumb is is how much water there was now theres that much left

How much have you drank already?

looooool not me putting on makeup so i look less crusty dead

 

[Shu]

That's odd. If you dumped half a bag of 50 grams in there and drank that much surely you should be experiencing heavy symptoms by now. Idk though..you used way more water than you're supposed to also.. so who knows. Hope you're okay.

 

[995]

well my i can hear my heart beating much faster but yeah i did nothing properly (i literally ate 10 slices of toast and butter before this)

 

[Cathy Ames]

That's odd. If you dumped half a bag of 50 grams in there and drank that much surely you should be experiencing heavy symptoms by now. Idk though..you used way more water than you're supposed to also.. so who knows. Hope you're okay.

Also, depending on the extent of the bingeing, this person's stomach was likely extremely full of food. Without meto, maybe the stomach will empty slowly enough for it not to work? It would make sense for the effects to at least be delayed by the presence of a lot of food.

 

[995]

Do ygs think my lips r darker than normal? I cant tell. First pic no flash 2nd pic w flash (ik theyre chaped asf but who rly cares atp)

 

[Shu]

Also, depending on the extent of the bingeing, this person's stomach was likely extremely full of food. Without meto, maybe the stomach will empty slowly enough for it not to work? It would make sense for the effects to at least be delayed by the presence of a lot of food.

True.. yeah I don't know honestly. Hope they will be okay.

 

[Cathy Ames]

True.. yeah I don't know honestly. Hope they will be okay.

Same.

 

[995]

im curious why u hope ill be ok? none of u know me.

Same.

 

[Shu]

Doesn't matter if it were you or anyone else I would still wish them the best.