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anonymous2025

anonymous2025

Still preparing to šŸš. 🌈
Apr 9, 2025
371
Bottoms up. Hope you all find peace soon. See you on the other side. Il post until I can't.
So salty
Taste awful. Omg. Gagging.
 
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Firefly.Forest

Firefly.Forest

Student
Aug 28, 2025
181
Take care friend
 
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capi

capi

Just a matter of time.
Nov 13, 2023
298
I hope you find peace. Did you vomit yet?
 
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imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
174
Take care, love.
 
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traingirl

traingirl

I was good. I was really good.
Oct 7, 2025
329
Bottoms up. Hope you all find peace soon. See you on the other side. Il post until I can't.
So salty
Taste awful. Omg. Gagging.
I lit my Santa Muerte candle for you guys tonight. I'm so sorry life brought you here.
 
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Sunshiny

Sunshiny

Member
Oct 20, 2025
7
I hope I'll find my courage too, take care šŸ’™
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,362
best of luck and safe travels ā¤ļøšŸ•Šļø
 
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bigbang33

Whats comin will come an well meet it when it does
May 28, 2024
85
Whenever I see a post like this, I truly don't know what to say. I can understand so well, and yet I am so sad to read those words every time.

I wish you so much peace, and if I'd sit next to you, I would've given you a hug šŸ«‚
May you find eternal comfort.
 
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traingirl

traingirl

I was good. I was really good.
Oct 7, 2025
329
@trapdoor I miss you so much already I'm glad you got to see my candle I lit for you I wish things could've been different I wish life would've treated you kinder so you could be here with me I want to join you.. I hurt so bad
 
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BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

Student
Oct 31, 2025
196
May peace find its way to you wherever you are šŸ–¤
 
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MiaSanMia

Banned scammer
Oct 17, 2025
25
Best of luck mate
 
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a4001

a4001

Waste of Skin
Oct 26, 2025
47
Wishing you a peaceful crossing šŸ’œ
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ šŸ’•āœØ
Jun 9, 2023
1,825
See ya~ I wish you the best and will pray for you, Anonymous2025~
 
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vivia

vivia

(⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)
May 13, 2025
108
Let there be love ...
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
702
Probably you are no longer here? I'm sorry life led you to this decision. May you rest in peacešŸ•Šļø
 
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traingirl

traingirl

I was good. I was really good.
Oct 7, 2025
329
Probably you are no longer here? I'm sorry life led you to this decision. May you rest in peacešŸ•Šļø
I think so.. I haven't heard from their partner in almost three hours
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
217
I hope you found the peace you deserve.
 
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User111885

I request my username and all posts be deleted.
Jun 22, 2025
555
bye anonymous2025. i wish i had got to know you more, i never understood entirely why you wanted to die so much... i don't know if there's a special area of the afterlife just for suicides where we can all meet one day... i am happy for you that you are dead but sad for me that i am still here. goodnight forever. ;-;

he's definitely gone. i was hoping, being the selfish piece of shit that i am, that since he used meto regularly, he would have some extraordinary tolerance to meto and would vomit everything up. but he would have posted... he's gone... he didn't like me and i thought he was cool for some reason...
 
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elenaboo25

Student
Oct 19, 2025
156
bye anonymous2025. i wish i had got to know you more, i never understood entirely why you wanted to die so much... i don't know if there's a special area of the afterlife just for suicides where we can all meet one day... i am happy for you that you are dead but sad for me that i am still here. goodnight forever. ;-;

he's definitely gone. i was hoping, being the selfish piece of shit that i am, that since he used meto regularly, he would have some extraordinary tolerance to meto and would vomit everything up. but he would have posted... he's gone... he didn't like me and i thought he was cool for some reason...
From what I could see in his posts, I think he cared about you at least in some capacity.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
977
I hope he found the peace he was looking for. I so wish that I was all alone and that my parents were already gone from old age, so that I can end my torment in the exact same way as he did. Sadly, because i dont want to hurt them, i will prolong this agony for 1-2 years more.
 
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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
265
I hope you found peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,153
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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corpse

corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
250
I hope you find peace.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,165
Rest in peace šŸ•Šļø
 
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58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378

:heart::heart::heart:anonymous2025:heart::heart::heart:
:heart::heart::heart:REST IN PEACE:heart::heart::heart:

SOCIETY IS ABOMINATION
 
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CicisDoingUnwell

CicisDoingUnwell

š“šØšØ šŒš®šœš” š–šØš«š¤ š“šØ šƒšØ. <šŸ‘
Aug 8, 2025
106
Rest Well, Saw your posts a couple of times. Sad to see something like this… šŸ’”

Guys, all of you, take care! šŸ’•
 
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traingirl

traingirl

I was good. I was really good.
Oct 7, 2025
329
bye anonymous2025. i wish i had got to know you more, i never understood entirely why you wanted to die so much... i don't know if there's a special area of the afterlife just for suicides where we can all meet one day... i am happy for you that you are dead but sad for me that i am still here. goodnight forever. ;-;

he's definitely gone. i was hoping, being the selfish piece of shit that i am, that since he used meto regularly, he would have some extraordinary tolerance to meto and would vomit everything up. but he would have posted... he's gone... he didn't like me and i thought he was cool for some reason...
I woke up this morning and checked the texts of his partner just to see if maybe they had failed.. they're gone. We never met in real life but I became such good friends. I'm devastated. They're both gone.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
I woke up this morning and checked the texts of his partner just to see if maybe they had failed.. they're gone. We never met in real life but I became such good friends. I'm devastated. They're both gone.
That confirms it . Both don't respond. Both are gone
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
800
It's hard for me too to read posts like this. Rest in peace, I hope nothing bothers you anymore. I also dream of finding peace and no longer suffering. Suffering is unbearable

ā¤ļø
 
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Alex_Was_Here

Alex_Was_Here

Dictated, but not read.
Apr 7, 2023
60
If all goes well, or really really wrong I'll be joining you in a couple months. I hope it's over when it's over.
 
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