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blackbeauty

blackbeauty

I hope you won't completely forget me.
Sep 24, 2024
46
Your purpose score is 27 out of 70, indicating a low level of purpose.

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witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
24
24 out of 70

Like another commenter said, my answer would have been a lot higher just a couple of years ago.

I respect that some people feel like having a purpose is not necessary (or, perhaps to phrase it another way, "just existing and experiencing" is a purpose).

The problem for me, personally, is that lack of meaning. Any meaning that I create is very unsatisfying. My life is not good enough, not enjoyable enough for "just existing and experiencing" to satisfy me. I play video games like Skyrim because I want something more, I want to feel important, I want to feel like I belong, I want to feel like I am needed and genuinely valued by others, etc. Don't get me wrong, it's awesome to take a break and just explore Skyrim without a quest marker, but after doing that for a while... I want a good goal to achieve.

But there is no goal worth achieving. I can't even get a job, that is, a fucking quest.
 
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EgoBrained

EgoBrained

One day your suffering will end
Sep 25, 2024
39
joining the 21 gang as well
 
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SpiteHoldsMeAloft

SpiteHoldsMeAloft

Member
Nov 29, 2024
18
I got 21 as well. I wonder why that number is so common
 
isolatedl111

isolatedl111

Experienced
Nov 25, 2024
212
I realistically have no purpose in life
 
ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
1,010
24 out of 70

Like another commenter said, my answer would have been a lot higher just a couple of years ago.

I respect that some people feel like having a purpose is not necessary (or, perhaps to phrase it another way, "just existing and experiencing" is a purpose).

The problem for me, personally, is that lack of meaning. Any meaning that I create is very unsatisfying. My life is not good enough, not enjoyable enough for "just existing and experiencing" to satisfy me. I play video games like Skyrim because I want something more, I want to feel important, I want to feel like I belong, I want to feel like I am needed and genuinely valued by others, etc. Don't get me wrong, it's awesome to take a break and just explore Skyrim without a quest marker, but after doing that for a while... I want a good goal to achieve.

But there is no goal worth achieving. I can't even get a job, that is, a fucking quest.
I really relate to what you said, this is exactly my issue with life currently. Very well worded.
 
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Prism

Prism

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Jul 15, 2024
54
I also got 21, which is higher than I thought it'd be tbh
 

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