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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,233
Does anyone have a certain day or days in which they would not CTB? This could be for any reason. I have a few. No need to name them.
 
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dewdrop

dewdrop

girlfailure
Apr 20, 2025
30
Birthdays and holidays. I don't want to ruin a special day for someone who loves me :(
 
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TitianCashew26

Member
May 8, 2025
50
I, personally, do not.
 
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glitterycheese

glitterycheese

something less than to most
Mar 2, 2025
61
any day i have work on, which is life's sick cruel way of keeping me here as I work everyday.
 
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Ijustcantanymore

Ijustcantanymore

Experienced
Nov 22, 2024
237
Yes. My partner's birthday. That would be needlessly cruel. I don't believe in holidays because they are based on religious crap.

Other than that. Any day is on the table as soon as I have the means or ability to nope out of here painlessly.
 
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Aloneandinpain

Specialist
Dec 25, 2023
375
No, I'll leave whenever I want to.
 
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Mooncry

Mooncry

✦ 𝓕𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓼 ✦
Sep 11, 2024
348
Most holidays I'll try to avoid, just because I don't want anyone to associate my death with those days. Birthdays I'll also avoid for obvious reasons.
 
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GhostInTheMachine

GhostInTheMachine

Safeguard
Nov 5, 2023
531
My BF's birthday, and the day that his grandmother died. The former because I don't want him to no longer enjoy it, and the latter because that day is painful enough for him.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,537
It's more circumstances for me. I don't want to CTB while my Dad is still alive. I wouldn't want to do it midway through a project and leave an employer in the shit. Celebration days aren't really so relevant for me because I'm not around people. Even if I died on their birthday, they wouldn't be informed for a couple of days. By the time I go, there will be far fewer people who will even think about it that much (I suspect.)
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,344
I considered doing it on my own birthday. Well, I was too drunk on my birthday.🤣

Going forward, I'm fine with any date. However, I wouldn't do it on my mother or sister's birthday.
 
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Carrot

Carrot

Mage
Feb 25, 2025
515
Birthdays and holidays. I don't want to ruin a special day for someone who loves me :(
Sometimes I think I'd love to cbt on my birthday for that reason. On most days, I understand that harming others won't do any good, I rarely want to cause harm.

I don't care about the day, I try basic stuff on any occasion I have, which is rare. Considering SN at some point in life.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,413
No. I will go whenever I feel ready. I have spent my life living for other people and it has ruined me, I have no problem putting myself first in death.
 

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