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AloneGunManTheory

AloneGunManTheory

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Jul 21, 2026
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Anyone here smoke cigarettes? I've started smoking a few months ago. At most I smoke one single cigarette every 1-2 days. Sometimes maybe 2-3 on certain days. I sneak them from my parents who are chronic smokers. I usually walk down to Walmart and smoke a cigarette while listening to music. It's a great way to mellow out.
 
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sadbh—itstimetogošŸ¤Ž

Arcanist
Apr 4, 2026
451
It's definitely a vibe. I go through phases with it. At the moment, I'm not smoking.
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
798
depending on work stress 1 package a day or 1 package in 2 a 3 days. its really difference.

but my longs need a highway for some highspeed oxygen

Relax Breath GIF by TRT
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,405
Smoker here, for over 35 years
 
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Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
147
Anyone here smoke cigarettes? I've started smoking a few months ago. At most I smoke one single cigarette every 1-2 days. Sometimes maybe 2-3 on certain days. I sneak them from my parents who are chronic smokers. I usually walk down to Walmart and smoke a cigarette while listening to music. It's a great way to mellow out.
I have lung problems wouldn't be a good idea for me.
But I would if it didn't have withdrawal symptoms.
 
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dirkw83

Student
Mar 4, 2026
190
I used too, but I quit when I was 36. It's a young person's thing, but yeah cigs are great, especially in the morning with koffe :9
 
Echo

Echo

Hell is empty and all the devils are here
Dec 1, 2022
612
Yeah I smoke tobacco though not ciggies. Smoked for 25 years now. Past month I have been cutting down on how many I smoke a day. Will eventually give up at some point.
 
FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
179
no, cigarettes are disgusting and very expensive..
my mom smoked her entire life from a teenager, and even while she was pregnant with me.. and then i always had to breathe it in the entire time i was growing up and i hated it.. and eventually when i told her "mommy i hate the smoke" she told me "well it never bothered you before now", like yeah because i couldn't even articulate how i felt.. like what am i supposed to do, drop straight out of your snatch and be like "hi mommy i'm your new baby and i hate smoke so please stop or i'll abort my self"..

even later when i was an adult and lived in my own place, it made it difficult to visit my mom's place because it just smells like smoke the entire time i'm over there.. and later when she was looking for a new place to live i thought about offering her to live at my house so she wouldn't have to move in to an apartment, but she isn't going to live with me if she smokes, and she refuses to smoke.. and she has always been very poor and i showed her so many times how much money she is blowing on cigarettes but she is addicted and can't stop (well, she is dead now actually though; died in 2025 january at age 68).. she went to some super evil hospital just because she fell, but they checked her oxygen and decided to sedate her and put her on a ventilator even though that isn't why she was there and then they murdered her by ripping off the ventilator a week later with out doing it gradually.. that hospital also killed 2 other of my family members before so i don't know why in the hell she chose to go there..

you are just paying a lot of money to continually poison your self..
 
amnesia999

amnesia999

Lie, lie, lie - Life is a lie
Jun 30, 2024
261
I used to smoke a pack a day, but quit in my mid-40s. I really, really liked smoking. Menthol. Especially with a cup of coffee.

My grandmother, a 3 pack a day smoker, died of lung cancer at age 70. But that wasn't the reason I quit.

People feel like it's their right and duty to hassle you about the health effects of smoking, or how nasty it makes you smell. But that wasn't the reason.

Cigs cost 99Ā¢ a pack when I started smoking, and now they're up to ~$10/pack (!) due to taxes. But that wasn't the reason.

The reason was that I was working for the City, and they passed an ordinance saying that you could only smoke 50 yards or more away from a city-owned building. We worked on the second floor, so you'd have to go downstairs, out of the building, smoke your cigarette, and go back upstairs, all within your 15 minute break and in the weather. And then work in a bathroom visit. We worked 4-10's and only got 2 breaks a day, and the breaks were assigned at random times. So you might have to wait hours after the start of your shift to get a cigarette break. Not very conducive to a nicotine habit. That did it.

If you are a smoker, you should try American Spirit's perique blend. They're the ones in the black packs. It's a really yummy blend of tobacco.
 
chloeburbank

chloeburbank

sending hugs
Jan 30, 2026
100
im 20 and have been smoking since the year started. only 1-3 cigs a week and its a great way for me to chill out! i like going to my nearby park and listen to music while i smoke
 
Apology

Apology

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Oct 13, 2023
344
What does this have to do with suicide? Why is it posted in "suicide discussion" ?
 
Kabalite

Kabalite

Black Heart
Jul 17, 2026
22
I smoke about a pack a day. I've been going strong on that for a little over a year. In the past several years I smoked off and on, but my life has been extremely stressful over the past year and I'm dealing with the terrible aftermath now. Cigarettes and some coffee on a long drive to nowhere with sad music is my one calming ritual I do nightly.
 
Lucifer’s Son

Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
105
I vape sour apple ice geek bars from the time I wake up till the time I go to bed. I can't smoke cigarettes anymore because of how nasty they are in comparison. If they fucked up your health a lot faster than they do, I'd just use them as my suicide method.
 

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