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Aphid

Aphid

Pentecad
Apr 30, 2026
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I'm bothered by the idea of there being legal ramifications and consequences to someone if they were to record my death, I've been wanting to do this for quite some time and I've not gotten a proper answer from anyone because "oh it would be too taboo" or "oh you don't want that trust me" I know what I want. Please just, tell me where I could record this? Or stream this to? Thank you :(
 
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plskilme

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Jul 8, 2026
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Knowing main stream internet, they would shoot down your streams on the first frame before you could do shit...
 
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Aphid

Aphid

Pentecad
Apr 30, 2026
187
Knowing main stream internet, they would shoot down your streams on the first frame before you could do shit...
Yet we still have all these people successfully getting their videos out there both online and on YouTube and Twitter, so I really don't think it's that hard,
 
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plskilme

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Jul 8, 2026
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Yet we still have all these people successfully getting their videos out there both online and on YouTube and Twitter, so I really don't think it's that hard,
I haven't seen any and I've been looking. Can you link to some?
 
passthisnote

passthisnote

chronically online
May 6, 2026
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i think ur best bet is maybe on a private discord call or something with other people to screen record cuz big streaming platforms have detection obviously
 
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Gustav Hartmann

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Aug 28, 2021
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You need a partner. You are connected with him electronically either or he collects the camera when you have done it.
 
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Apology

𝚆𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚗
Oct 13, 2023
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So many people have livestreamed their suicide on Instagram
You need a partner.
No you don't. Not for livestreamingat least.
..But for recording, the person watching the livestream can just sceeen record it. It's not that complicated on the collected footage end

so many instances of people's CTB have ended up online because somebody screen recorded their streams
 
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strangelove

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Jan 23, 2023
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What do you want? Company? When I had my failed attempt I was on a video call (via whatsapp) with two members of this forum before pAssing out
 
Aphid

Aphid

Pentecad
Apr 30, 2026
187
So many people have livestreamed their suicide on Instagram

No you don't. Not for livestreamingat least.
..But for recording, the person watching the livestream can just sceeen record it. It's not that complicated on the collected footage end

so many instances of people's CTB have ended up online because somebody screen recorded their streams
I'll probably stream it on Instagram,, I would really just like company
 
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hangtime1000

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Aug 7, 2026
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i think ur best bet is maybe on a private discord call or something with other people to screen record cuz big streaming platforms have detection obviously
yes I think that is the best way - its how I am approaching my suicide - if you can control who is in the server or call - but it does mean you almost have to advertise that you will be doing it time xx so there are people there

Maybe those people who are interested in streaming - just start forming an ongoing group - that is used for chats or CTBs at times - probably not realistic - it would be cool to have a live stream site
 
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hangtime1000

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Aug 7, 2026
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i think ur best bet is maybe on a private discord call or something with other people to screen record cuz big streaming platforms have detection obviously
I'd agree with you - a private server with certain people being invited to watch would get past the censors for a while - and if people screen capture they could send it out to other places if you want
What do you want? Company? When I had my failed attempt I was on a video call (via whatsapp) with two members of this forum before pAssing out
How did you feel having witnesses?
 
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hangtime1000

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Aug 7, 2026
48
i think ur best bet is maybe on a private discord call or something with other people to screen record cuz big streaming platforms have detection obviously
You are probably right about that - I am creating a private undiscoverable server that can serve video to everyone on the server. If you don't advertise it but try to invite people you might trust, you could stream to them - and ask them to screen record it if you are planning to distribute it. The other key thing is you ban words like suicide, hanging etc - and use euphanisms to talk about what is being streamed - it would buy some time till the "main even't was over
 

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