I'm thinking of overdosing on medication: 6,650 mg of cyamemazine plus 5,800 mg of oxazepam, along with 50 g of Doliprane.
I can't hang myself because I weigh 137 kg and can't find an anchor point strong enough to hold me.
As for other methods, I can't get hold of SN, N nad K; they aren't available in France. I'm completely at a loss as to what to do.
I've considered the train, but I'm afraid of failing and I don't know where to do it (I don't have a car to scout locations), plus I don't want to traumatize the driver and passengers.
Regarding drowning—I know how to swim, so I'm afraid I might start swimming out of reflex or get found, since the only rivers I have access to are places where I could be seen.
And for jumping I don't have access of high spot.
So, if you have any ideas, I'm open to suggestions.
I can't hang myself because I weigh 137 kg and can't find an anchor point strong enough to hold me.
As for other methods, I can't get hold of SN, N nad K; they aren't available in France. I'm completely at a loss as to what to do.
I've considered the train, but I'm afraid of failing and I don't know where to do it (I don't have a car to scout locations), plus I don't want to traumatize the driver and passengers.
Regarding drowning—I know how to swim, so I'm afraid I might start swimming out of reflex or get found, since the only rivers I have access to are places where I could be seen.
And for jumping I don't have access of high spot.
So, if you have any ideas, I'm open to suggestions.
