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Snuffing the Light Out
- Nov 6, 2021
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I'm happy. This isn't anyone's fault. I love you all.
	
		
			
		
		
	
			
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			What are your worst symptoms?Bpd is hell, thank you guys but let me go
 
		
				
				
			What are your worst symptoms?
 
		
				
				
			How could it have been prevented? I have cptsd. There's some overlapI think largely its how intense my emotions are, both positive and negative emotions can be so intense they feel painful.
That and the de-realisation and dissociation. I hate feeling such a disconnect from the world around me.
Not a symptom but having the knowledge that this illness could've been prevented has been a tough pill to swallow. Do you have bpd?
 
		
				
				
			How could it have been prevented? I have cptsd. There's some overlap
 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			life is soup, I am fork. Throw soup out window.If you could only write a suicide note with ten words or less, what would you say?
Planning to go soon and have written lengthy notes before therefore I don't really have the capacity to do so again. I feel I should leave a small one regardless and was just wondering what others would say if they had a limit.
 
		
				
			 
				
		