Suicide letter

[ravenx]

While I'm writing this I hear my family around, and I wonder if tonight things are finally gonna end successfully. Not my first time attempting it. But tonight is different.

I can't bear having losing the only people that genuinely seemed to try to be around me. I hope they understand now that I really meant it, and that this action it's a way to say sorry to all of them.

I hope, I really hope, I find my way to heaven, and I hope Jesus doesn't judge me for this, because maybe he understands the despair I feel, and the feelings I feel deep down in my heart.

Thank you S-S for your amazing resources... I have taken this final decision thanks to this.

 

[LastNite]

Good luck <3

 

[GeminiButter]

Remember that it's okay if you decide not to, or something changes and you don't want to - it isn't a failure and you won't be judged by anyone. I am sending you so much love, friend

 

[ravenx]

Remember that it's okay if you decide not to, or something changes and you don't want to - it isn't a failure and you won't be judged by anyone. I am sending you so much love, friend

I can't change my mind. My mirror is a constant reminder, my past actions, my relationships with people, are all a reminder this must be done now before things end up worse.

 

[bankai]

Sorry for your suffering OP. Hopefully you succeed and find peace. I'll see you on the other side my friend.

 

[ravenx]

Sorry for your suffering OP. Hopefully you succeed and find peace. I'll see you on the other side my friend.

It'd be cool if you guys all are up there

 

[NegevChina]

I hope you find peace, what ever happens. I can understand how you feel. Sometimes i feel the same, I have done wrong to people out of weakness and lack of understanding.

 

[darksouls]

good luck
hope everything goes well for you
and you find relief from suffering

 

[Mary Janex]

Godspeed

 

[karakoltriste]

 

[nyctophilia]

Good luck and I hope you find peace

 

[ravenx]

Texted my ex saying if she blocked me it meant that she didn't give a shit if I killed myself. Guess what? She blocked me. Now that I have nothing and I feel anything but complete despair if I think about it, I think it's time to end my life.

Ill post a song later that I made about all of this. I hope this gives closure to my shitty life.

 

[FreedomElsewhere]

Texted my ex saying if she blocked me it meant that she didn't give a shit if I killed myself. Guess what? She blocked me. Now that I have nothing and I feel anything but complete despair if I think about it, I think it's time to end my life.

I'll post a song later that I made about all of this. I hope this gives closure to my shitty life.

I send my heart and hope for your peace.

 

[ravenx]

I send my heart and hope for your peace.

Thank you. Just 3 hours left and I'll be at peace.