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raccoonjk

raccoonjk

given up on life
Jun 23, 2023
7
Methods always seem too hard, if someone just killed me it would be much easier to finally escape from this world. Im trapped in a world where dying is hard but so is living. If someone gave me the option to disappear forever, i would take it, but life isn't like that. Even when trying to die life throws obstacles at you and its unfair. I want to die but i cant.
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
339
I m pretty sure that almost everybody here has the same dream : die accidentally or by murder or during a sleep... but it s always the same song... you have to deserve even your own death.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,715
It certainly is too hard and I hate how humans have made it this way. If we existed in this world where there was compassion towards the suffering that people endured we would all be able to leave in peace without risks and complications. But I really understand that it's so awful feeling trapped here with no way to leave, having the option to just disappear certainly would be so ideal.
 
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chloramine

Mage
Apr 18, 2022
504
That's what makes the "if you really wanted to die you'd have already done it" line so infuriating. Death isn't easy or simple and the consequences of failing can be steep. I've often fantasized about a situation outside of my control killing me or a situation where my death would be seen as me doing the right thing (like someone comes in with a gun and I try to stop them so I get shot and die). I'm sorry you're trapped in it as well.
 
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ARW3N

ARW3N

Melancholia
Dec 25, 2019
407
Yes, I've got the same problem. All I need is sodium pentobarbital or cyanide which are prohibited to the general public.
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
339
That's what makes the "if you really wanted to die you'd have already done it" line so infuriating. Death isn't easy or simple and the consequences of failing can be steep. I've often fantasized about a situation outside of my control killing me or a situation where my death would be seen as me doing the right thing (like someone comes in with a gun and I try to stop them so I get shot and die). I'm sorry you're trapped in it as well.
Haha me too. Though I live in a country without free firearm.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,718
Few things worth doing are easy. That seems to be a universal rule.
 
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