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timechained

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
211
I am dying more and more each day, not becoming alive more and more.

I want to die, I am ready to die, I need to die. The hard thing is choosing when to ctb because I want it to be the least traumatic for the people in my life.

I am taking it one day at a time but each day becomes more painful because I have lost interest in everything, so each day takes soooo loooong to end.

I am tired of living, suicide is my only solution because I am too young and healthy to qualify for assisted physician dying.

Giving up things that cause us suffering and makes our life experience worse is understood as healthy, surely if giving up means to be free of this suffering then it can be understood that it is out of healthiness that I seek peace.
 
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HollowDrop

HollowDrop

ah
Oct 4, 2023
153
There's nothing wrong with giving up when you are too tired to go on. There's only so much we can take before we start falling apart at the seams and we shouldn't be forced to torture ourselves. Be it because of our surroundings or because our own minds are holding us prisoners in madness.
 
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Haematemesis

Haematemesis

Student
Jan 12, 2025
190
this is one of the worst manipulation tactics our society has come up with

there is no virtue in staying alive nor is there a prize at the end
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,974
I really understand as I also wish and hope for peace, I just want to never suffer in this torturous and futile existence ever again, I always feel so tired of it all, I also find it so painful to exist. I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'd always prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more in this existence I just never would had chosen, I hope you find peace.
 
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timechained

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
211
I'd always prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more in this existence I just never would had chosen, I hope you find peace.
Well said. I hope you find peace as well.

Sometimes I wonder after we die that we will find out that we actually chose to experience this world. Lol
 
3ngel

3ngel

princess
Nov 26, 2024
67
i hope you have the peace you always wanted :3
 

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