Suicide is not a bad fate

[disgustedbyhumanity]

Honestly, the more I think about it, taking your own life is NOT a bad fate. Compared to so many other fates. I don't know why it's seen as shameful. Deciding what happens to your body and going out on your own terms is dignifying. Life sucks. I feel weak because I DON'T have the courage to kill myself and continue living out of fear. I wish I was strong enough to kill myself. I admire people who have the courage.

 

[swan7o7]

There's no logic you even need to have, it's a choice the same as stubbing your toe is, yet one is bad because you are entitled to your own existence and therefore anything it provides. The way our world(within humanity) is designed is so no one can understand it properly enough to fix the issues within these societies. The physical fact of the world remains perfect behind what people corrupt it to be, and this fact is not something I'll ever debate. If you are told that you shouldn't be allowed to take ownership of your own existence and therefore lack of it, then the question is why do you owe anybody that in the first place. I don't have the courage to go find a bridge, yet I'm here in bed crying because I can't die yet. Firearms are my goal. But yeah, no one is weak everyone is on their own time.
Like as a kid I questioned why my parents could make me suffer beyond a reasonable point, it's normal to question why something seems off or wrong. I have no idea why staying alive and of service to the world is better than allowing yourself to unravel again, they just want to capitalize on souls too on top of every other thing in the world. The "understanding" and knowledge of these things doesn't allow for them to be directed away from their natural purpose, so this is the inevitable span of fate or what "should" be, the cosmic "right" over wrong.

 

[singingcrow]

Honestly, the more I think about it, taking your own life is NOT a bad fate. Compared to so many other fates. I don't know why it's seen as shameful. Deciding what happens to your body and going out on your own terms is dignifying. Life sucks. I feel weak because I DON'T have the courage to kill myself and continue living out of fear. I wish I was strong enough to kill myself. I admire people who have the courage.

I don't think it's a bad fate either, especially if most of your days haven't felt very joyful. It sometimes feels like my brain was born broken. I do really like some parts of myself, but I hate others. It's strange

I need the courage as well & I'm hoping i'm strong enough to do it

 

[TransientEternal]

The reason it's viewed this way is because our biological instincts have a natural aversion towards anything that doesn't promote survival. Most people are ignorant and think suicide is easy when they haven't even experienced SI. Also, society doesn't want their resources to end themselves.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me it could never be, existence is what is bad instead as after all, all that existence ever does is just cause all this suffering, cruelty and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, existence to me is the most terrible mistake and I just always find it torture to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence. No matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution to find peace from the suffering and torture of existing.

 

[thehorizons]

Honestly, the more I think about it, taking your own life is NOT a bad fate. Compared to so many other fates. I don't know why it's seen as shameful. Deciding what happens to your body and going out on your own terms is dignifying. Life sucks. I feel weak because I DON'T have the courage to kill myself and continue living out of fear. I wish I was strong enough to kill myself. I admire people who have the courage.

For me, I'm starting to question reality, so I probably have the courage to do it. I have very minimal SI right now. Like I'm starting to view this reality as a simulation because I was stricken with three illnesses in an under a year (one of which would end up mutilating me). I'm not schizophrenic in any sense, I'm just literally feeling like I'm in a fiction, simulation, or nightmare. I guess some would even agree with me. I'm just going to go on a limb and just say that sane people don't CTB. If you have a morsel of SI in you, then don't feel weak, I think you're still sane and you have the will to keep fighting. Don't mistaken my insanity for courage.

I'm not going to justify it as a good fate as well. It is what it is. I think it's dignified if you get a CTB in a peaceful way. It's just sad that we can still bucket people as having a good fate versus a bad fate when it comes to CTB as well. For example, the person that's taking N is probably having a peaceful time CTB-ing (not to say that their condition isn't justified because I don't know the context), but the person jumping from a building is in the ultimate fear of their lives before they hit the ground.