Discussion Suicide is Caused by a MENTAL DISEASE!!!!

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....if I do it will be irrational to many because even at 40- I still have "my whole life ahead of me because 40 is when life really begins.." I am told.

I've heard that said, too. I've always wondered, "Who the *CK are you people!!" Apparently, their 40 is much different than mine. Im starting to embrace my depression, but I don't want to go off my meds. I'd be a disaster at home, and couldn't provide for my family. But, when I'm depressed, I feel SOMETHING. It's far more intense for me than any other feeling by far. Except for first dates... Lol.