Story "Suicidal people don't want to end their life, they want to end their pain"

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It's kind of a strange thing for me because I used to be suicidal because of both pain and hatred of life, but after all the talks with my ex-friend, it's seems to only be because of regret and pain, but no hatred (or at least not as "audible" if that makes sense).

Not to say I don't hate being alive, but now it's more "I hate this life in particular" than "I hate being alive in general".
Now, if that's a good or a bad thing, I'll let you decide…