Blueberry Panic
The Bitch who can't die
- Jan 5, 2025
- 1,348
I have chronic suicidal ideation thus I'm always thinking about ending my life... but because of my bpd I fall in love super easy and when I fall in love it feels like I have a reason to keep living.
I know it's not true love or just a phase of emotions but it makes me want to try when I don't actually want to be alive.
I always have options to ctb with ... always have something...
Maybe I'm giving my a excuse to let things get horrible again so I can finally push myself off the ledge and end it all
I know it's not true love or just a phase of emotions but it makes me want to try when I don't actually want to be alive.
I always have options to ctb with ... always have something...
Maybe I'm giving my a excuse to let things get horrible again so I can finally push myself off the ledge and end it all
