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Suicidal all the time?
Thread starterCyaneed
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Just wondering. I have chronic suicidal ideation most of the time. Which is even worse during depression/mixed bipolar. But also while I'm in remission. Are there anyone else in here that also feels like this? I just feel weird about this. I mean. Who in their right mind wish to CTB while being happy?
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Personally, I'd love to actually do something with the life I was given. I'm a rather cheerful person (if I don't wear my social mask that is) and I've always had many interests.
But poverty, greed, climate disasters, politics, and trauma make me think about death every single fucking day. I can't believe this is the world we live in. What a cruel joke.
I stopped labeling myself mentally ill, a problem, or whatever it is they want me to believe. This isn't my fault.
Personally, I'd love to actually do something with the life I was given. I'm a rather cheerful person (if I don't wear my social mask that is) and I've always had many interests.
But poverty, greed, climate disasters, politics, and trauma make me think about death every single fucking day. I can't believe this is the world we live in. What a cruel joke.
I stopped labeling myself mentally ill, a problem, or whatever it is they want me to believe. This isn't my fault.
It's never a person's own fault. Because wanting to die is so fun, right?? It's all systematic gaslighting. They wanna put us to work, so they'll do all they can to make sure we're no longer able to question the things around us.
It's never a person's own fault. Because wanting to die is so fun, right?? It's all systematic gaslighting. They wanna put us to work, so they'll do all they can to make sure we're no longer able to question the things around us.
Just wondering. I have chronic suicidal ideation most of the time. Which is even worse during depression/mixed bipolar. But also while I'm in remission. Are there anyone else in here that also feels like this? I just feel weird about this. I mean. Who in their right mind wish to CTB while being happy?
Its okay im the same no matter what or how mych better my life is going i'll always be suicidal you could find me at any point give me a loaded gun and a countdown and id go
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