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AvenWav

AvenWav

I kinda wanna ctb eating apples
Feb 13, 2023
20
Do you have any suggestions about how to start planning your ctb?

Other than getting as much info as possible about all the topics around ctb i can't think of anything else..
 
Tricondyla ledouxi

Tricondyla ledouxi

Student
Jan 2, 2023
132
It's a long process. Getting the info is exhausting and you will feel like you're going in circles. But getting the info is not the hard part. Getting the items needed is. Depending on whether you live alone or not, things can get that much more difficult for you.
 
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AvenWav

AvenWav

I kinda wanna ctb eating apples
Feb 13, 2023
20
It's a long process. Getting the info is exhausting and you will feel like you're going in circles. But getting the info is not the hard part. Getting the items needed is. Depending on whether you live alone or not, things can get that much more difficult for you.
Thank you for the warning, ill see what i can do
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
It's not just researching CTB, but deciding if it's right for you. Who will you leave behind? What will you leave behind? Do you feel like you'll be able to CTB? What are the alternatives?
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
The first question to ask yourself is:
Are there solutions to the problem?

If you are determined to do so, write down a list of important questions such as
Can I spend money on the method?
Where will I do it?
What method do I have access to?

Etc
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Don't over complicate it if you are sure.

Many of us waste years and years looking for 'the right method' when intuitively we all know with just a rope we can be dead 2 minutes from now. The main issue is most of us are just cowards, want help or are just trying to see what time will bring.

If you are sure you want to CTB, you will find a method you like pretty quickly.
 
AvenWav

AvenWav

I kinda wanna ctb eating apples
Feb 13, 2023
20
Ty for the replies, ill reply to each one with this post:

I genuinely feel a disconnection from everyone around me, leading to a deep nihilism. So in this period of time i develop a feeling that everything past death will not worth anything, im starting to think that this "life experience" could be just some bs passage that we don't understand, this is why for me it could be easier to ctb.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,315
I guess all that anyone can do if they wish to be gone is to find a method that they feel confident in that they are able to access and once they have a plan then they can just leave at a time of their own choosing, but of course such a thing is much easier said then done in this cruel pro suffering society that tries to deny people the options of reliable ways to exit. The fact that suicide is so difficult and risky for me personally is the only real reason as to why I continue existing.
 
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