Suddenly wanting a violent death

[just_a_girl]

2 attempts this year already. Second was a pathetic attempt at SN. I know I can access it again but I'm starting to want a messy death. Something really fucking disturbing because to be honest with you all, I don't have any worth and all I can do is leave a shit stain of blood and body on this world on the way out
I live in a very tall building in the city. There's a rooftop area that I haven't checked out yet
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2 attempts this year already. Second was a pathetic attempt at SN. I know I can access it again but I'm starting to want a messy death. Something really fucking disturbing because to be honest with you all, I don't have any worth and all I can do is leave a shit stain of blood and body on this world on the way out
I live in a very tall building in the city. There's a rooftop area that I haven't checked out yet

Someone here l, probably a guest, called the police to do a welfare check a few months ago post my attempt. They would have had the city I lived in and the fact I stupidly put my full name on here when I tried to make the death log. If that person, or anyone else, thinks you're helping by calling police on a trans woman in the uk then you're sorely mistaken and you're only making things stack up