Suddenly wanting a violent death

[just_a_girl]

2 attempts this year already. Second was a pathetic attempt at SN. I know I can access it again but I'm starting to want a messy death. Something really fucking disturbing because to be honest with you all, I don't have any worth and all I can do is leave a shit stain of blood and body on this world on the way out
I live in a very tall building in the city. There's a rooftop area that I haven't checked out yet
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2 attempts this year already. Second was a pathetic attempt at SN. I know I can access it again but I'm starting to want a messy death. Something really fucking disturbing because to be honest with you all, I don't have any worth and all I can do is leave a shit stain of blood and body on this world on the way out
I live in a very tall building in the city. There's a rooftop area that I haven't checked out yet

Someone here l, probably a guest, called the police to do a welfare check a few months ago post my attempt. They would have had the city I lived in and the fact I stupidly put my full name on here when I tried to make the death log. If that person, or anyone else, thinks you're helping by calling police on a trans woman in the uk then you're sorely mistaken and you're only making things stack up

 

[wishiwasntborn]

Samee, I also have SN at hand but have been wanting something physical. I don't think I want my mum to see my mashed body on the ground later on so maybe drowning in a lake by sunset with some pot would be nice.

I don't know you and it's not my place at all, but I think you will leave a better legacy - or at least a trace - than a lot of people. You didn't ask to be born at all, let alone in the "wrong" body. You deserve a comfortable out, and the way you want

Also fuck that person, how thoughtleas and selfish one can be :/ They probably called the cops to get rid of the sense of responsibility after reading your post and feel good, and didn't even stop a second to see what it would be like for you

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

Terribly sorry someone called the cops on you, mate. Some people are truly heartless. The best ways I can think of that'll traumatize people are either hanging (full suspension is the most disturbing, hang from somewhere on the ceiling for max effect) firearms are another great option, far more gorey too. A shotgun would be best, you could blow the top half of your head onto the walls and ceiling. I'd use buck or a slug for that. What might also work is jumping. Jump from a really tall building, send chunks of corpse around the area you land. That'll probably traumatize the most people. Good luck, mate! Hope you find your peace