sleepytime5
I'm trying, really
- Jul 13, 2026
- 73
It took me a psychosis and medication and the worst things ever to realise I am just dogshit to everyone around me lmao. As if being so mentally ill it becomes physically ill as well wasn't enough I now realise this. I never realised why I am so dogshit to people, maybe I just made excuses for every asshole shitting on me meanwhile I didn't spare myself who ends up on suicide forums. "Maybe they're just dumb or have a reason or something" Never did anything. I'd like to fuck up these people now and leave them with paralyzing guilt, then maybe they'll be the ones taking pills to sleep at night becasue of the damage the trauma did to their brain, maybe then they'll have to take medication and end up subhuman
