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ilovecats1

ilovecats1

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i suddenly started feeling something like bliss(like full on grinning while chatting with friends) even though im still hopeless about the same stuff but i suddenly just do not care. probably this is temporary but i even noticed a difference in how i text/speak with my friends where i would normally speak more "real" and mature i just started talking like an actual clown at times and i feel so bad about that. now i am more neutral but even though i am "happy" and do not care much about anything honestly a part of me still wants to go through with it.
 

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