Venting Stupidest thing

[WorthlessTrash]

Promising my mom I'd last until the end of the year, and doing so was the stupidest thing i could have done.

What was even accomplished? Other than an increased hatred (out of jealousy) towards attractive cis women?

Also i became a human blimp from overeating in the last year. I cannot even go 5 minutes without pondering life being born the correct sex.

Ugh i know everyone here is sick of me by now with my complaining, but hopefully I can end this very soon.

I just want to take a knife and stab my 400 lbs body and die.

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

If you can't vent here then where can you? I'm sorry things are so bad for you. You've been dealt a cruel hand

 

[WorthlessTrash]

If you can't vent here then where can you? I'm sorry things are so bad for you. You've been dealt a cruel hand

I just sit here in limbo all of the time when i should just "man up" and solve my problem once and for all. Nothing is getting accomplished by venting, and I just feel like i'm coming off as wanting attention.

I really want to end myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds so unbearable what you are going through, the reality is that existing really can be torture when you suffer constantly. I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Wannagonow]

I don't think anyone here feels you're complaining. Not in the least. I would venture to guess one of the many reasons we're all here is to find support. That may mean different supports for different things- but support nonetheless. I hear your struggle. It's my hope that the new year can bring you some comfort and peace- whatever that may mean to you.