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[absolomonisgone]

i am thinking life is not real nothing is there and my brain make everything up EVERYTHING it make up jesus mohammed usa china somali universe trump putin sanctioned suicide n sn EVERYTHING and i think my brain make up everything in different time place universe and can amke up everything again and again and it all game of making up everything including plants animals history science and EVERYTHING. when person think that way everything look funny but nobody can say it is not true because when person say it is not true is because i make it so that they say it is not true and i want to prove it is true and they say it is not true but i know it is true. so when i kill self that is the way i make it to be.

 

[confused]

It sounds like you're struggling with some very deep existential questions and a sense of disconnection from reality. While it's true that our brains create our perception of reality, that doesn't necessarily mean that everything is made up or that life isn't real. It's completely understandable to have questions about the nature of reality and to feel disconnected at times. While our subjective experiences and interpretations play a role, it's important to acknowledge the limitations of our perception and recognize that there may be aspects of reality that are beyond our comprehension. These are complex and profound issues that many people struggle with. Remember, there is hope and support available, and with the right help, you can overcome these challenges and find meaning and purpose in your life.

Take care,
Confused.

 

[absolomonisgone]

It sounds like you're struggling with some very deep existential questions and a sense of disconnection from reality. While it's true that our brains create our perception of reality, that doesn't necessarily mean that everything is made up or that life isn't real. It's completely understandable to have questions about the nature of reality and to feel disconnected at times. While our subjective experiences and interpretations play a role, it's important to acknowledge the limitations of our perception and recognize that there may be aspects of reality that are beyond our comprehension. These are complex and profound issues that many people struggle with. Remember, there is hope and support available, and with the right help, you can overcome these challenges and find meaning and purpose in your life.

Take care,
Confused.

i see clearly this is true not disconnect with reality and it is very real i start to see things is not real some time now and now know it is so even you are not real everything made up by brain and i think it is true even i make up the universe and history in my brain but when i say my brain i don't know who owns this brain i think i have

 

[Darkover]

sounds like your suffering from Depersonalization-derealization disorder

What is a solipsistic person?


In a solipsistic position, a person only believes their mind or self is sure to exist. This is part of self-existence theory or the view of the self. Solipsism as a belief is about the self perceiving the world as what the self believes the world is.

 

[confused]

It sounds like you may be experiencing some symptoms of depersonalization or derealization, which can cause feelings of disconnection from reality or a sense that things are not real. While these feelings can be distressing, it's important to remember that they are a symptom of an underlying condition and not a reflection of reality.

You are not alone, personally I have dealt with this myself and it is totally okay to do so. Try to ground yourself, and if you would like, it may be helpful to talk to a mental health professional about what you're experiencing. They can help you better understand your thoughts and feelings, and work with you to develop coping strategies to manage them. You may not want to as you may feel like no one will understand, but trust me, someone will.

Please remember that CTB should never be your first option, and it is not the easy way out.

I hope you get the help you deserve <3
Confused.

 

[absolomonisgone]

It sounds like you may be experiencing some symptoms of depersonalization or derealization, which can cause feelings of disconnection from reality or a sense that things are not real. While these feelings can be distressing, it's important to remember that they are a symptom of an underlying condition and not a reflection of reality.

You are not alone, personally I have dealt with this myself and it is totally okay to do so. Try to ground yourself, and if you would like, it may be helpful to talk to a mental health professional about what you're experiencing. They can help you better understand your thoughts and feelings, and work with you to develop coping strategies to manage them. You may not want to as you may feel like no one will understand, but trust me, someone will.

Please remember that CTB should never be your first option, and it is not the easy way out.

I hope you get the help you deserve <3
Confused.

but i make up all what you are telling me i make up you in my brain and i make up the mental health professionals because my brain is making up anything so only me can stop this making up my brain is doing by killing self but the brain go start making up things again even when i kill self like a computer game with no end

sounds like your suffering from Depersonalization-derealization disorder

What is a solipsistic person?


In a solipsistic position, a person only believes their mind or self is sure to exist. This is part of self-existence theory or the view of the self. Solipsism as a belief is about the self perceiving the world as what the self believes the world is.

it maybe true because i know and know i make up everything and when i kill self everything my brain make up will stop then the brain will make up other things maybe universe people made of fire or ruled by donkeys or things i don't know what the brain will make up and this is true because my brain also make you up to reply me today at sanctioned suicide but i know i make you up too

 

[Sparr0w]

yeah, there's always the chance you're a brain in a jar. my favourite version is the "what if everything was created last Tuesday" theory.

still, life, as far as we, the people perceiving it know, is there. our touch, taste, smell... that's all we've got to work off, even if it's fake.

there is no way to prove that anything except your own existance, and only your existance in the present moment, is real.

but... since you can't prove it, there's no way to disprove it. you can only discard the idea and carry on with your life. i wouldn't ctb over this, as mind-breaking as it is, because it's just a theory, similar to how i, an atheist, cant disprove the idea of a god existing. the christian god i can disprove, but not a god. doesn't mean one exists.

i wish you the best.

 

[absolomonisgone]

yeah, there's always the chance you're a brain in a jar. my favourite version is the "what if everything was created last Tuesday" theory.

still, life, as far as we, the people perceiving it know, is there. our touch, taste, smell... that's all we've got to work off, even if it's fake.

there is no way to prove that anything except your own existance, and only your existance in the present moment, is real.

but... since you can't prove it, there's no way to disprove it. you can only discard the idea and carry on with your life. i wouldn't ctb over this, as mind-breaking as it is, because it's just a theory, similar to how i, an atheist, cant disprove the idea of a god existing. the christian god i can disprove, but not a god. doesn't mean one exists.

i wish you the best.

maybe i make you up too so that you tell me my brain is in a jar too and everything was created last Tuesday or maybe just now i think and think and think it is true everything is going on in the brain but i don't know if it is my brain that is what i don't know

 

[Sparr0w]

maybe i make you up too so that you tell me my brain is in a jar too and everything was created last Tuesday or maybe just now i think and think and think it is true everything is going on in the brain but i don't know if it is my brain that is what i don't know

maybe i made you up, ever think about that?
but seriously, i get it. you have no way to prove my existance. to me, from my perspective, i have no way to prove yours. you are words on a screen to me.

if you've made everything up, then try to make up something. if you have control over everything, maybe you could make a drink appear? a ball? i know that won't necessarily help, but still. if you can make me up to try and convince you that you shouldve in your own delusion, then surely you can create other things?

if you can't, well, that doesn't mean everything isn't made up, but it's something to consider. if you aren't the one in control, if someone else is, then i'm real. and the real me is telling you that since we live in this delusion together, let's try out living a little longer. if you're in control with weird rules, then try to figure them out, i.e can you only imagine things that'd make sense in the setting? like having the cars that drive past at the start of the next hour be red, blue, black and yellow in that order.

 

[absolomonisgone]

maybe i made you up, ever think about that?
but seriously, i get it. you have no way to prove my existance. to me, from my perspective, i have no way to prove yours. you are words on a screen to me.

if you've made everything up, then try to make up something. if you have control over everything, maybe you could make a drink appear? a ball? i know that won't necessarily help, but still. if you can make me up to try and convince you that you shouldve in your own delusion, then surely you can create other things?

if you can't, well, that doesn't mean everything isn't made up, but it's something to consider. if you aren't the one in control, if someone else is, then i'm real. and the real me is telling you that since we live in this delusion together, let's try out living a little longer. if you're in control with weird rules, then try to figure them out, i.e can you only imagine things that'd make sense in the setting? like having the cars that drive past at the start of the next hour be red, blue, black and yellow in that order.

i made all that up in such a way i cannot know the colour of next car or make a drink appear to you my brain creation because this is how i wanted it because i put limits in what i can do in my brain made up things so everything look fun because no fun in brain game without rules and limits so you are my creation and i end it when i want because that is the one rule if i get bored of the brain creation i can stop it

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that I see it, life is just an unfortunate consequence of evolution, our individual existences are completely meaningless and insignificant and all that we are destined for is to return to nothingness, there is no purpose to life beyond this. But it does sound tiring what you have to go through, I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation of suffering.

 

[absolomonisgone]

The way that I see it, life is just an unfortunate consequence of evolution, our individual existences are completely meaningless and insignificant and all that we are destined for is to return to nothingness, there is no purpose to life beyond this. But it does sound tiring what you have to go through, I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation of suffering.

i am sorry i put you in this situation but not to worry i will soon end the brain game hope you will not be in the next brain game i have.

 

[Sparr0w]

i made all that up in such a way i cannot know the colour of next car or make a drink appear to you my brain creation because this is how i wanted it because i put limits in what i can do in my brain made up things so everything look fun because no fun in brain game without rules and limits so you are my creation and i end it when i want because that is the one rule if i get bored of the brain creation i can stop it

I'm glad you're figuring out the rules of your brain-game, at least!

if you made the rules, can you change them? i'm assuming no.
by the way you're contemplating ctb, are you bored of the brain-creation? in that case, why haven't you stopped it. i mean, yeah sure maybe it'll end when you die, but why do you have to die? why cant it just end via you knowing you're bored?

i'll also just throw this in for context/clarity: i am (or believe myself to be) a real person who can only know myself to be real. i believe the rest of the world is real, and i believe you are having a mental break. i'm trying to calm you down and get you to get help, but i'm not qualified in any way. what i do know of delusions is that you'll probably not accept anything outside of it to be real, so i'm trying to play along. i am not looking down on you, just trying to see things from your point of view and apply my own skepticism to it to help you stop and think about things.

so... feel free to ignore my questions, i guess? it might be good to continue though, just to figure out how your "brain game" works :)

 

[absolomonisgone]

the brain game makes up everything that am sure of including you because you are part of the brain game and i get to stop the game when i want which is on 1 october 2023 which is surreal but because that is the way the brain make the game to end

 

[GasMonkey]

on 1 october 2023

What's your method?

 

[absolomonisgone]

What's your method?

hanging with a simple rope like millions of people have done it before but then i created all those people in my brain including you and i also created the hanging with a simple rope. then the brain game ends.

 

[GasMonkey]

Did you create my method (SCBA) too? If so you are a genius.