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willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
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Sounds like a perfect stormWoke up with an even worse sore throat. Feels like I've got a head cold. But I'm also incredible dizzy. I nearly fell over when I stood up because the whole world was spinning. Not sure if this is related to the cut or not. It's possible I've just picked up a regular cold, but maybe if I have it will lower my immune system even more to allow a serious infection to take over.
No you don't. This is an incredibly slow and painful process that takes an already impaired immune system, a ridiculously high pain tolerance, and an insane amount of patience. Even then the odds are stacked against you. Especially if you are not immunocompromised, trying this is just about useless. I'm half a month in and I just now started having symptoms and I'm not even sure yet that they're even signs of something lethal. The only reason I'm sticking it out is because I'm a severe self harmer willing to do war crime level torture to myself. Do not try this.How do you feel about other folks attempting and documenting this? I think I really want to try this
I'm very very used to being sick and in pain. I've been a severe self harder for years. I'm the epitome of a masochist. I fell asleep during a 5hr self harm cover up tattoo because i barely felt it.No you don't. This is an incredibly slow and painful process that takes an already impaired immune system, a ridiculously high pain tolerance, and an insane amount of patience. Even then the odds are stacked against you. Especially if you are not immunocompromised, trying this is just about useless. I'm half a month in and I just now started having symptoms and I'm not even sure yet that they're even signs of something lethal. The only reason I'm sticking it out is because I'm a severe self harmer willing to do war crime level torture to myself. Do not try this.
This is not anything like cutting or tattoos. This is deep aches in the bones. Severe nausea that seems to last hours and hours. It isn't stinging on the skin (obviously the cutting part is, but the susbsequent feelings).I'm very very used to being sick and in pain. I've been a severe self harder for years. I'm the epitome of a masochist. I fell asleep during a 5hr self harm cover up tattoo because i barely felt it.
This kind of pain would be familiar and welcomed. However I'm not immunocompromised. The pain isn't my issue here. I just want to know if you'd be comfortable with someone else using this as a backup plan if all else falls through?
You're not afraid of someone being concerned about how you look? Or having a medical emergency and someone calling for help?Just triple dressed it as I have placed to be today and can't be smelling like your local polluted river full of dying fish.
I am, but unfortunately I've been making excuses to avoid things for over a week now. People will be more concerned if I completely avoid everything and everyone for too long, considering my history. I'm used to extreme self harm and feeling like shit, so I feel confident that I can fake my way through well enough to avoid suspicion. One bowl of fruit was enough to pink my lips back up enough to not look dead, I'm dizzy every day of my life so I know how far I can push myself before I need to sit down, I'm a bit confused but I'm still coherent. It's a balancing act of sorts.You're not afraid of someone being concerned about how you look? Or having a medical emergency and someone calling for help?