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nosfertattoo

Member
Oct 12, 2022
7
All I can think about is my divorce and everybody leaving me behind, and the damn bridge calling my name, but every time I muster the strength to go towards that ledge I cannot do it. Whoever said it's better to love and loss than never love at all, idk, 15 yrs with a beautiful wife gone, I just can't find peace or solace with the love lost…
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,331
It must be painful being in that situation. This life can just be so cruel, as if someone has something that they believe to be positive it's just something for them to lose and cause them to suffer more. I envy those with the courage to ctb by jumping, that method scares me and those who are free from this life are certainly lucky. I doubt that such a thing as peace even exists as long as we are still here.
I wish you the best.
 
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lifeORdeath

Student
Oct 11, 2022
165
I couldn't jump. I thought about it. But gave me worse nightmares than already have of future and pain
 

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