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I'm finding things really hard at the moment. I'm really struggling to keep going. I'm so scared of the future. I don't want to face it. I'm terrified. I wish I was brave enough to take my own life. I wish I could go somewhere and know it would be successful and pain free. I wish I could die holding my loved one.
 
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It really is cruel how people have to suffer so much in this dreadful existence, in my case I certainly wish there's the option to fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep, it'd be such a relief. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you find peace eventually.
 
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