• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    šŸ‘‰ View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
N

notgettingyounger

New Member
Nov 16, 2025
2
I've decided how I plan to ctb but now I'm struggling to find a place to do it. I live with my partner and I don't want him to find me, but I don't want to just be out in the middle of town for anyone random to find either. There are no woods or empty areas anywhere near me and I do not have a car. Where can I go/what can I do to avoid traumatizing people with my body?
 
  • Like
Reactions: ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
618
Well, what's your method? Usually someone still find your body eventually no matter where
 
  • Like
Reactions: eggsausagerice, okiedokiloki and vyvanceandvodka
Upvote 0
StrawberryRed

StrawberryRed

🌺🌺
Oct 16, 2024
84
I've decided how I plan to ctb but now I'm struggling to find a place to do it. I live with my partner and I don't want him to find me, but I don't want to just be out in the middle of town for anyone random to find either. There are no woods or empty areas anywhere near me and I do not have a car. Where can I go/what can I do to avoid traumatizing people with my body?
I have this same dilemma with my roommate. So far the only option ive thought of is jumping off a bridge at night and hoping no one sees you/ you sink before you're found. Or maybe calling the police beforehand?
 
Upvote 0
N

notgettingyounger

New Member
Nov 16, 2025
2
Well, what's your method? Usually someone still find your body eventually no matter where
ik I'll get found no matter what, I'd just rather it be by law enforcement or paramedics than like, my boyfriend, or a kid at a park or something. trying to minimize trauma as much as I can. as for my method, I'm planning on overdosing, even tho I know its not always the most effective method. (I've failed attempts before and I'm not afraid to fail again so it not being a perfect method is okay by me. I'd rather it be what I want than be failsafe.)
I have this same dilemma with my roommate. So far the only option ive thought of is jumping off a bridge at night and hoping no one sees you/ you sink before you're found. Or maybe calling the police beforehand?
yeah for sure considering calling the police first, it def seems like a good way to avoid traumatizing someone not prepared to find a corpse lying around, I'm just scared that will get me medical attention too quickly and they'll ruin my attempt :[
bridge is probably smart but I live pretty inland with no bodies of water anywhere close enough for me to get myself to. alas!
 
Upvote 0
ƶlmezdim

ƶlmezdim

Member
Jan 24, 2026
9
I've decided how I plan to ctb but now I'm struggling to find a place to do it. I live with my partner and I don't want him to find me, but I don't want to just be out in the middle of town for anyone random to find either. There are no woods or empty areas anywhere near me and I do not have a car. Where can I go/what can I do to avoid traumatizing people with my body?
I'm in the same situation. Unfortunately, my car broke down (the sea view and cliffs would have been lovely) and I'm planning to CTB at a hotel. Actually, I worked in the tourism industry for years and we're constantly with countless people, so you can be sure that tourism workers witness many different things, including death. However, I'm also sensitive about this and I'm thinking of leaving a warning note at the entrance to the room to avoid creating a traumatic effect.
 
Upvote 0

Similar threads

T
Replies
9
Views
586
Suicide Discussion
invisible4ever
invisible4ever
Z
Replies
3
Views
136
Suicide Discussion
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
godforbidpain
Replies
8
Views
447
Suicide Discussion
Realog11
R
cat0boy
Replies
0
Views
67
Suicide Discussion
cat0boy
cat0boy
U
Replies
4
Views
231
Suicide Discussion
urgent
U