Strange feeling

[suncide10]

I don't know why but I have this strange feeling. I still don't wanna do anything, and rot in bed all day but I feel numb instead of sad. I still don't wanna live but I'm not thinking of suicide as much as before. Sometimes I wanna try to do something to get better but the moment I do it I lose all my energy so I stop.
I'm so tired of doing everything on my own, and I believe I could get better if I had someone doing it with me or someone that would love me for who I am. I want to be heard without being judged or someone trying to fix me. I am so tired of this loneliness but I'm honestly kind of scared to meet new people because of some shit that happened to me in school when I was younger and now I can't trust anyone and scared that people would hurt me.

 

[SunnySideSummer]

I wish you will meet someone , i wish too

Try to meet peoples adults are way less evil than teenagers, any randoms activities to meet randoms peoples is a begining and with time you will certainly meet someone

 

[itsgone2]

I don't know why but I have this strange feeling. I still don't wanna do anything, and rot in bed all day but I feel numb instead of sad.

I've had this. It started to vary. Never know what I'll get.